.Sunday, October 22, 2006 ' 10/22/2006 07:54:00 PM Y
GREEN ♥
what makes a good leader?
i didnt want to think of this question initially till i saw an email.i tried my best.i put in effort.i tries ways and means to get my job done well.it just seemed like nobody appreciates what i do.esp *****.it really upset me a lot.*****thankes her for whatever she had done.in front of me,***** acted like as if nothing happened and was on my side.behind my back,***** is like backstabbing me.like pls,given your position,you shouldnt be doing it ok.if you are seriously not happy with me,i rather you come to me and explain.i know i didnt do my job well this time but is it really to this extend that you have to backstab me?you dont know how serious this can get.i respect you for who you are.some people think that you are not exactly doing well in your position but somehow,i felt that you really treat us well.i helped you.maybe you dont know that i do.but it gets really frustrating ok.being betrayed by someone you trusted.its not credits which i want ok.its understanding which i want.
i was just talking to someone on the phone last night.i found out lots of things about this stupid school.i didnt know things were so atrocious ok.i guess the only thing i can expect about reality in this school is the unexpected.i'm not sure if the things that person told me was true but..i choose to trust her.had quite some fun talking to her.haa.told me lots of stories.i found out things i never thought would have happened.haaa..so funny.
supposed to go out with suiee mel jingyin val today to watch death note.but suiee's dad is leaving tonight so she decided to pei him.dearest mel suddenly had stomachache this morning so she didnt join us too.haa.so ended up with the three of us.went to bugis and we watched rob-b-hood.haa.i finally watched it.the two of them watched it alr but the decided to pei me watch it agn.haa.yay.might be watching death note sometime this week.haa.val and i had starbucks.i had the usual mocha frap and val had her usual caramel frap.our favourites.ha.mel didnt get it today.yummy.wanted to get a present after that but couldnt think of any nice thing to get for her.so chose to get it when i watch death note.haa.
us in the train(:
retard-ness
