kind of like decided..i'll take up the position..hopefully jingyin gets in. =) then things wont be that bad after all.cos val's in too.haha..well..if i really cant take the thing..i can drop out..that was what i heard.maybe God planned my life to be this way.so i'll cherish my time better and plan it better so i'll enjoy my life better and ya.sigh..when investiture comes..i guess my sister is going off soon too..really hope she'll come.i know she wont want me to be in..cos i still appear to be playing a whole lot and neglecting my studies..she wants me to put my academics first and everything else after that..i dont know.but i've decided that if my academics are falling worse, i'll give it up..yupps.i'm gonna miss her loads..why leave on that day?sigh..i was actually really happy when i heard i got in.but..nevermind..my sister came last year for my investiture..really really hope that this year's investiture comes before she leaves.. =)

jingyin!we must get into all 3 investitures alright! i've alr gone through one.w'll be waiting for your surprise. =)

tmr's the results day for me..still thinking of whether or not to give up.its not of much impact to me now like last time..cos of my academics..i admit i want that position la.but i'm worried i cant cope.its between the 3 of us who would be in.at most the 2 of us can be in.and i'm worried i'll be the one who wont be in.and i'm also worried that i'll be the person who'll be in.i dont know la.i'm tired.thought of giving it up..but some peeps told me not too..i wont say here what they told me la.cos its quite bhb..but yiggie told me not to give it up cos its better than prefects..i thought so too..i've thought of what to say tmr but wells.i guess whether or not i'll give it up will come only tmr.i still want to know what the rest of them think of my performance.i know it quite bad la.but well..still worried..

*please give me strength to go through that period of time tmr...

haha.caj..need to do 5.ha.hmmm..i managed to finish all the summary.but now come the personal response..250 words each.meaning 1250 words..ahh!haha..kinda finished my geog..quite alright.just couldnt do 2 question.haha.hmmm..this shall be a short post.shall post again tmr. =)

sigh.. having something like a curfew now..cant stay back after school to study anymore.. =( cos of some stuffs which happened. sigh..not my fault.whenever i say i study,i do ok!argh.nevermind.now my sister fetches my home.then when i finish my work,i cand sleep alr.its all over.nevermind alr.just gonna leave it.did some subject plannings.yupps.during uh..physics.haha.while mr quek were looking for ppl to hand up hw.hmmm..having problems with amaths now.i tihnk my physics is getting better alr. yay!haha..ss too.just need to continue memorising the facts into my head.haha..now i need to dstudy bio and chemistry badly.sigh.hmmm..

i really wanna move up like more to the front of the class.but still sitting with jennifer.but ms ros dont allow.haha..cos she knows i'll talk to jennifer.haha.its either we stay at our seats of we're separated.haha.so we decided to continue sitting there.still want to move up though but i wont blame ms ros for not moving us up.haha..hmmm..

meowmeow!!haha..i love meowing!!haha..getting lame alr.tired..thought tuition's gonna start earlier today but he decided to have it at usual time.meaning no extra time to sleep alr.could have slept at 9!but now..10..sigh.slept at 10 yesterday and i nearly fell asleep during lesson.but took the mocha chocolate chrystal gave this morning.haha.then i gave my diary milk chocolate to jennifer.haha.yummy yummy..had it during physics so mr quek allows.haha..hmmm..

oh!my sister gonna give me a vodka treat later.hehe.after my tuition.yay!haha..last time i took it was from..uh..ivana?took a little only.hehe..it was only 8%alcohol.shh!!then my sister gonna give me the one with 40%alcohol.absolute vodka.yummy yum yumm..haha.my daddy bought it.like i have one myself just that i didnt open it.hehe.yupps.

shall continue studying alr.haha.amaths.sigh.but i shall learn it. =)

hmmm..gonna go over to genting tmr.haha.uh.to be exact.its like later.haha..hmmm..cushed my hw.finished ss and emaths. =D dont know how to do amaths.then gonna bring my geog mindmap over to do.haha.i guess i'm gonna do it.dont wanna get into trouble.hehe..

today.nothing much happened today.lessons went on as usual.ms chan took up our gy lessons again.she's depriving us of growing years lesson man.thats the only time when teh dearest class can relax a bit.but she took it up fo her geog lesson.its ok if she wnats to take up la.but guess what.she's asking for 2 tutorials next week.for 1 and a half hours each.and on saturday,we're going back again.sat is for those who wants la.i shall just go.so i can focus more on ss at home. =) hmmm..lets hope ms lim forgives 3/8 soon.i admit our class is like do freaking cant be bothered lo.sigh.when can the class be really in the study mood?sigh..hope that day comes really soon.dont wish that that day will only come when o's are near.its too late.
quite worried for ms ros.sigh..quite tired of the way the class works..

anyways.mrs joseph doesnt allow the class to keep the hamsters anymore. =( unless all of us bring home our books.quite crazy actually.but wells.they decided to give aways the hamsters.sigh..will kinda miss them.but what can we do?no choice right.unless the class's like gonna bring back all their books.quite impossible.

hmmm..i chose to not bother abt that thing anymore unless it gets worse.sigh..it gets inot my head really easily..shall try to stop myself from thinking abt it.yupps..my life is still so screwed up..

AZZAHRA JAN!where are you?can you come and save me now?

sigh..now at khad's house doing the chemistry project.with dearest JIALIN.well.and my BELOVED mavis..li-anne left early cos of some stuffs.hmmm..feel like a bum now.dont feel like doing but i shall cos IDIOT JIALIN trying to be funny.haha..hmmm..shall blog tmr. =)

HA! I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK! uh..actully not all la.haha..left with my amaths fys.uh the trial test and uh..emaths.hehe.dont know how to do the last part.finished most of my hw.even the emaths fys due on thursday. =D

guess what. i actually bother to go to school today just to hand in my retarded geog caj.haha..so stupid.then i went over to the locker to get supossedly 1 book but came back with like what..5 books?haha.went over for chinese tuition.had a bad headache.i think i'm gonna have a fever soon.sigh..whats to be done?i dont know.

gonna study with audrey tmr at the airport.beve might be coming too. =D i'm gonna do my amaths revision.on logs too. :) there's log test on monday.jie..its logarithmn in case you dont know.not the tree logs.haha..yupps.i think quadratic function is easy.haha.i'm going crazy soon.yay! no cca and tutorials next week!!yay! oh guess what.i'm going over to m'sia on friday.haha.till sunday.hmmm..relax.dont exactly wanna go cos exams ould be starting on the week i come back.but wells.if i tell my mummy now that i dont want to go,she would most probably not allow.nvm.shall study hard hard before i go. :) haha..i'll try my best to. i'm not in any position to ask you whats happening..but i hope that you'll remember that i'll be here for you whenever you need me :)

sigh..gonna have double eyelids soon.haha.waiting for my mp3 player to be fully charged so i can bring him out tmr to study with me.haha.this is retarded.haha..lame! its gonna take very long.had enough blog-hops le.haha..its easter next week! can i have a choco egg? :)

HA! I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK! uh..actully not all la.haha..left with my amaths fys.uh the trial test and uh..emaths.hehe.dont know how to do the last part.finished most of my hw.even the emaths fys due on thursday. =D

guess what. i actually bother to go to school today just to hand in my retarded geog caj.haha..so stupid.then i went over to the locker to get supossedly 1 book but came back with like what..5 books?haha.went over for chinese tuition.had a bad headache.i think i'm gonna have a fever soon.sigh..whats to be done?i dont know.

gonna study with audrey tmr at the airport.beve might be coming too. =D i'm gonna do my amaths revision.on logs too. :) there's log test on monday.jie..its logarithmn in case you dont know.not the tree logs.haha..yupps.i think quadratic function is easy.haha.i'm going crazy soon.yay! no cca and tutorials next week!!yay! oh guess what.i'm going over to m'sia on friday.haha.till sunday.hmmm..relax.dont exactly wanna go cos exams ould be starting on the week i come back.but wells.if i tell my mummy now that i dont want to go,she would most probably not allow.nvm.shall study hard hard before i go. :) haha..i'll try my best to. i'm not in any position to ask you whats happening..but i hope that you'll remember that i'll be here for you whenever you need me :)

sigh..gonna have double eyelids soon.haha.waiting for my mp3 player to be fully charged so i can bring him out tmr to study with me.haha.this is retarded.haha..lame! its gonna take very long.had enough blog-hops le.haha..its easter next week! can i have a choco egg? :)

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