.Wednesday, March 15, 2006 ' 3/15/2006 09:34:00 PM Y
GREEN ♥
i guess this blog has more or less became my venting anger place.haha.
well.i dont know what happened.but we just seemed drifted apart.even someone else asked me if anything had happened between the both of us.i guess its because of all the friendship problems i had with other ppl which made me more and more reluctant to do the initiative moves anymore.i'm really tired of always being the one who takes the initiative to talk to my friends alr.why is it that whenever you guys go out,i'm always left out?i dont know why.its like..i'm no longer in the clique we used to be.maybe its just what i'm feeling.but..someone else tells me what i'm feeling too.to be frank,i've been feeling this since a really long time ago.but i guess i didnt want to face reality that we did drift apart..am i to just sit here and wait for you to take the initiative move or am i supposed to make the initiative move like all the other friendships i did?can you tell me what to do?i'm really tired..
its been confirmed that my sister will be leaving for perth on the 10th of july 2006.ahh..i dont want her to leave..life will totally be different when she leaves.there will be someone lesser to dote on me.someone lesser who will listen to me and give me advices.someone lesser who'll understand me and tries to speak up for me.even if there's such thing called the web cam,it'll still be different.the room next to mine will be empty.the bed will remain untouched for a year..i'll miss the girl who'll forever be dicturbing and pissing me off.the girl who'll always be nagging at me.i know i hadnt cherished her enough.i will. from now on.will you please try to come back on your 21st birthday?i really want to celebrate for you.and i'm willing to save up the money to get you an air-ticket...
