It's beyond your imaginations.

2007-09-16T19:00:00.000+08:00

you are no longer the person i knew...

emotional...

2007-08-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

mmmm!!
sports carnival today and guess what. ANTHONY WON!
wahaha! so funny. ah wells.
but i think my class didnt contribute much la. esp my game.
we got freaking disqualified la. argh!
and the reason is because we were standing next to our team cheering for them.
like so wth. sigh. forget it.
not like we came in first. we were actually the last.
just like last year. haha!
so funny. dont care la..

yippie! yiggs won s k quah award(:
even though the award is small and mrs quah didnt come personally to give out that prize,
i believe its still an honour you received it(:

after the thing, went with steph to tm.
we had our usual tako(:
sat down and chat a little.
then went to walk walk.
ahhhh. all the shops didnt display the phone i like!
then i cant have a touch of it..
shall go another place to find it(:

went back at around two plus i think. haha..
slacked through out the day.
kept watching teevee.
shall continue my amaths formula list later.. yup(:

national day tmr! haha(:
well, my cousins are coming.
most probably. arent sure but should be.
cos my sister got sore eyes AGAIN.
ah wells. they just went to the doc's. yup(:

supposed to be at mel's now.
haha. but i'm not.
totally not in the mood from the start of the day.
made that decision to not go for class outing while i was bathing.
haha. weird place huh.
but yup. still did it.
hope they had fun. hahah. alright. shall go watch my show now.
(:

have been doing quite a lot of thinking about my life... maybe things may not be as beautiful as i see them.even though i keep telling myself that everything will be fine and i can pull myself through it,i dont seem to be able to do that.i no longer feel that sense of confidence in myself.especially after what she said, which in fact, caused me to worry even more..

maybe i have been living in illusion, thinking that that was what is going on.
but the fact is, everything is just my own thinking, which will never ever happen..

another week has gone by and i'm still not prepared....

2007-07-29T14:11:00.000+08:00

yummy! today's a bright sunday!
haha. even though it was raining this morning. yummmy!
my daddy woke me up this morning. so we all went out for breakfast!
wanton mee at geylang. yummilicious!
it was my suggestion. haha!
then we went to the petrol station along katong area cos my daddy had to change tyres for his mercs.
yup. then my sister and i came home first while my parents and my older sister went to see fans.
haha. well. i wanted to finish my physics revision and my younger sister had tuition so we came home first(:
yup i'm done with it now and well. since someone wants me to blog and i'm online, i shall just blog. haha.

yee will be going for piano lessons first then we'll all be going to suntec.
well. my mummy wants to go get puzzle and i need to get hula hoop.
haha. been wanting one for a long time but always forgot.
since there's puzzle world and there's toys r' us, we're going there. yup(:
might be going for steamboat later. hee.
yummy!

lots of things have been happening.
kinda hectic. but well, i managed to go through it. haha.
mmmm!
i really hope this coming week would be better. hee.

august is coming but i'm still not prepared.
felt inspirational on friday, so i wrote a paragraph about the week in my students companion.
yup.
well. i seriously hope i can get myself more prepared for my destination.
loves(:

whee!!!!!!!

2007-07-15T18:01:00.000+08:00

HEYHEY!!
i am back!
wahaha!! have been really really busy with work.
seems that after i have retired from exco, i am still not able to rest.
i am so gonna rest after o's!
hope i'll go away. but we might not.
because if my older sister gets a job by then, she'll not be able to go.
then my mummy will say dont go.
sigh! then i shall hope they'll allow me to go with my friends? haha..

anyways. i'm reaching my aim of 28 articles already!
yup yup social studies current affairs journal.
haha. for the first time i feel alright doing it(:
about maybe 5 more to go?
then will print all of them out and paste them in nicely.
i still have about a day or so to finish it. hee!
huangchi's a happy happy happy girl!(:

anyways, my older sister is currently away. to hongkong and taiwan.
i want to go there too!! ahhh...
shall work hard! (:

went for harry potter yesterday. haha.
finally our first successful clique outing we've been trying to get for the past 2 years? hahaha!!
will be watching it again next saturday with my cousins(:
shall ask my mummy to sponsor me. wahaha!
my older sister will be back on sat too.
hope she gets something nice for me! (:

school's really been hectic for me.
work work and work. 4/8 has become a class with hardworking people.
haha. everyone's all doing their homework. great!
i'm feeling happy over that.
as o's are coming nearer, 4/8 is becoming much more united.
everyone asks everyone for help.
unlike the past, we'll only ask people we're close to.
now everyone just turn around and ask the questions straight. hahah(:
we're having a recycling project. yup(:
so we can kinda get money and buy a proper curtain. we really need one la.
the sun light always gets in.

previously, the school had a live earth day.
haha.
the whole class came in school uniform.
at first ms martens wasnt exactly happy.
but ms juliana help us by telling her that 'ITS NOT ABOUT WEARING IT, BUT DOING IT'
thats one of the reasons we're doing the recycling project(:
totally 4/8 loads.
even though there are so many unhappy moments in secondary school,
i love all the classes i have been in. be it 1/5, 2,7, 3/8 or 4/8.
only two words can describe them : THEY ROCK!~

shall update soon again(:
loves!

chinese o's!!

2007-05-26T14:32:00.000+08:00

okie. one week just flew passed again. wells.

oh yes. going to upload some pictures of the food we had at long beach last week(:

JIE. see i'm so nice to remember about you(: haha!

this week was continued with chinese drilling. yup. monday's the last lap.

i can do it! (:

thursday was investiture day.

haha. started that day of with chinese drills until ten fifteen. went to the hall at around ten forty-five.

to do a few more rounds of rehearsals and change into blazers.

finally the last part of the whole thing came. thats after the usual mass and then student leaders investiture.

well. it was just a year ago when i was invested with the other 15 peeps.

but it seemed like weeks ago.

time really flies.

this past year was rather hectic.

be it studies, council, family, friends.

but i managed to go through this so i guess the next batch will be able to do it too(:

ruzi and i went onto stage too early la!

haha.

ms martens' speech haven even start. wait. chrystal's speech haven even end we went out can.

so both of us started stoning and perspiring like mad on stage. haha!

then the sister came up to bless the badges and gave out the badges to the new exco.

and i told her janna's name was jillian!

so dumb can! oh my. how blur can i get. haha. think i stoned too much already. hee!

then 2 people tripped! goodness. like once in a century can.

faustine and cheryl. haha. oh wells. guess they were just too nervous.

after that went to the drama room for buffet(:

then stayed back to finish up on amazing race. finally its done can! yippie!

played badminton. guess my skills are getting lousy again. sigh.

need to train again soon.

waited for my sister then faustine finished her training then i passed her her investiture present. yup.

friday. went for parent-teacher conferencing.

oh wells. shall not comment on that.

after that went to vjc for their symphonic band concert.

majestia XXII.

and guess what. dearest huangchi forgot about her ticket! haha.

luckily val had an extra one(:

guess its symphonic band and i'm still not used to it.

so was kinda bored even though they are like singapore's top three band. sorry.

val and mavis too. they were too tired after that long day.

dawn was sitting with grace so yup.

it ended at ten so went with val, mav and my sister to xing wang at siglap for supper.

we missed dinner. yup.

got home around eleven thirty then called HER.

oh yes before i forget. i went to cut my hair.

joey cut my hair until so short that its standing! a bit la.

[PS jie: i was scared mummy will scold but she say its better like that! wahahha!]

yup.

today. went to the dental. sigh.

bad stuffs.

oh wells.

dont wish to comment.

anyways. going to swim like later around four. yup(:
my daddy's gonna bring me there!
going to tan. cannot take it. i'm too WHITE! so gross.

shall go find my swimming costume. cant remember where's it man.

tata!

me&madeline (:

calamari [ usual appetiser]

drunkened prawns.

yam crust with scallop

duckie!

ALASKA CRABBIE!!

veggie with the 3 eggs

noodles with the crabbie's egg(:

the three types of dessert(: [without mango pudding sigh.]

1st: yam paste. 2nd: vanilla ice-cream 3rd: durian pudding[yuck!]

left: vjc symphonic band

right: dawn mav me & val(:

CEREALS(:

2007-05-20T18:20:00.000+08:00

yay. finally i'm blogging.
my cousins are here to celebrate belated mother's day. haha.
well. my maid is sick so cant have steamboat tonight so we're off to long beach restaurant.
yum yum. and my sister wants me to eat her share?
haha. as if i can la. crazy.
well. updates of my past few days. hee!

on friday. we got back our results. well. dont wish to comment about it.
shall work harder(: haha.
wells. after school went for meeting and all. waited for them to collect their blazers.
cos i collected mine long long ago. well. it should be i didnt return it. hee!
after that when to CEREAL's house to collect her stuffs for her mother.
then off we went to kk hospital.
well. her brother has got some infection so we went to visit him(:
took train with yeyeng, natalie, emily, sarah lye.
yup. then we dropped at novena.
dearest faustine dont know whihc side to take the bus from.
so i had to go ask the mrt operator. yummy!
then we realised that they actually have free shuttle(:
hee!
jerome is damn funny la. the needle in his hand looks damn gross la.
just like pen ink. HAHA. oh wells.
then we left at five plus. yup.
i was too hungry so we went 7/11 to get food.
i bought koko krunch! then bought her frosties too.
yummy yum yum!

yesterday.
went ecp with exco.
did our amazing race preparation for camp.
val and i cant blade nor cycle.
so we walked.
super hot can.
its like we took 45 mins to walk to the second toilet and guess what.
tiffany took 7 mins to blade there la!
sigh sigh.
then went katong to order flowers and cake for investiture.
yup.
then went home for tuition.
an hour long.
yup!
then i slept for an hour plus. shiok seh!
off to sakae to eat. yummy! at simei. haha

today.
went for tuition.
today's 2 hours.
then now i'm back.
yup.
going for dinner now. shall update again.
taa!

the flowers from far east flora my sister ordered for my mummy

koko krunch & frosties(:

jie check this out! cool huh!
took for you to see(:

WHERE'S DUMB DUMB?!

2007-04-23T17:06:00.000+08:00

adopted from faustine's blog for saturday's entry. hehe. i'm just too lazy to type la. its edited though. highlighted those i edited. hee!!

here it goes:

went to airport with faustine and valerie to study. so met faustine at tanah merah control station first and we headed to eastpoint popular to buy stationary.supposed to meet faustine at 11 but she left her ez-link card at home so she went back to get it and because of that stupid ez-link card she missed the bus. then she waited for another one. soon the bus came but it broke down. so waited for another bus to come.good thing it came fast or she will be super extremely pissed!ok so met her at tanah merah station then go popular at eastpoint. buy all the stuff ready then go meet val. suppose to meet her at simei but she ask us to go first. so we went airport first then walked around for a place to study but cannot find one cos no seat.then after that went to meet val at the long long escalator. then we found seat at starbucks so we went there to study.she didn't really study but at least she did her english and some of her maths and science homework(: ok then cos peak hour like around 3.30pm so the damn person ask us go somewhere else cos ppl complain got no seat. of all the ppl studying he must call us to go somewhere else.idiot.ya then we went macs eat fries and ice-cream!HAHA.saw someone look like shirley and jasmine.ok then after eating went home.she was almost late cos her mum ask her to be home by 4.45pm and it was like 4.30 when we were still at the airport toilet.so took mrt back to tanah merah station then cabbed home(:

back to my story(:

well. i did chem ws and emaths test paper. didnt quite finish it though. studied physics. think i did like 6 chapters or something. yup. so proud of myself la! hee. yup!

as for sunday. heh. cant pretty much remember what i did. had chinese tuition. oh wait. before i forget. i waited for SOMEONE to tell me a bedtime story till 11.30 and guess what. she fell asleep okay! sigh. but i still managed to wake up at 10am to go for tuition. yup! then eh.. seriously. i think i got stm la even though it only happened yesterday. wahaha! but i remember i went for dinner with my grandparents! yup. at some weird weird place. oh wait! i liked the signboard of the shop opp our eating place la! they sell lights then the board was damn cool. cos of the pictures of the buildings. didnt manage to take down pictures though. yup.

went for choir's syf today. yup. it was. well. i guess alright. not gonna further comment. then we got back at like 11.30am can?! so everyone stayed in the canteeen till 12.45pm! wahaha. we ate then played bingo! and i wrote a letter(: amazing can. we were happily playing bingo while the rest of the class was dozing off from lessons. wahaha! had chem extra lessons after school. mmm! he did a summary of the chapter we just did. on fuel(: then gave us a test on atomi structure and bonding. thought it was quite alright(: some of the questions were repeated. well. its from the SAP tys la. yum yum. oh ya. am reading this book. a million little pieces. looks good. about this guy who took alcohol and drug from age of 10 and is only 23 now but he's body is already spoilt. yup. the guy is actually the author himself. cool huh.

here's a picture of desiree&my tickets(:

pictures of the still-building ferris wheel for my sister to see(:
i couldnt catch the casino one. will try it if we pass the highway again this weekend.

i did this logo thing while writing a letter! wahaha!

yes. before i forget. my darling sister flew this parcel back to singapore for me. but i think my maid threw the box away. cant find it. argh! she made me a card personally. then bought this paul frank boxers and a long sleeve top(:

DID YOU SEE THIS? ITS DUMB DUMB!!!!! goodness. I MISS HIM! stupid sister. how can you forget about him?! and leave him in boring perthy?! he's such a cutey pie(:

ahh. okie. mid year exams and chinese prelims is in like SEVEN days. oh crap. this is too fast for me to absorb! bleah. chichi's dying soooon.

another day

2007-04-19T20:10:00.000+08:00

received our progress card 2 today. improved more this time round. previously failed 7 tests i think. haha. now i only failed 3! haha. hopefully next round dont have any underlined marks. yup!

gonna have a farewell party for mrs loh tmr. yup. so as a graduating class, we'll have to present her a gift. my class came up with a bear wearing a shirt idea then transform a collage into a puzzle piece. the bear will be wearing a shirt which has our class picture on it. but sadly, they need a week to get it done. even express still cannot. so we just bought the shirt for the bear and 2 fabric markers. then ms ros found out that they needed 5 days to make the puzzle. so we abolished that idea too. sigh! so in the end, dearest 4/8 came up with the idea of writing our names on the shirt. we'll put the bear inside this biggie box sponsored by su an. then jennifer made a folder yesterday which has our messages and our pictures. yup. so its quite good(: we rock la. haha!

stayed back with faustine today to study. yum yum. did a lot of hw. but she didnt. mmm! only stayed till 4 plus then my daddy came to fetch me. haha. then she went to meet up with her friends. yup.

oh man, TGIF tomorrow la. i'm dying already. only left with 11 days to mid year and chinese prelims can! walao. totally siao. time is running like mad! how can this be happening?! i cant breathe any longer..... JIE WHERE ARE YOU?!

long story!

2007-04-07T16:27:00.000+08:00

yay! my internet is working again. well. miraculously. wahaha! after my sister told me la. mmm. oh ya. faustine's my personal blogger. hee. yea. as she said. i went starbucks yesterday to study. with dawn okay. NOT ALONE. yum yum. oh ya. my sister is coming back tonight! so i just booked a table at soup restaurant then we'll fetch her after dinner. yay! she'll only be back for a week this time round. then the next time i see her again. will be the time she ended her graduation papers. eh. do you call it that way? aiya heck.

time has been really rushing for me. just realised its already 7th april and my prelims for my chinese paper and mid year starts on the 30th of april. sigh!

had first round of recruiting for council on thursday. business was damn bad la. all sec 3s somemore eh. die die. hope it'll be better on tuesday. crap. i just remembered that i'm supposed to study with faustine on tues. bleah. shall run away from interview. studies more important now okay.

i think my mum just found her new hobby. do puzzle. she just finished that dumbo set. 950pieces. they just left house to go tampines mall's puzzle world to get the pooh bear one. its a thousand pieces. yup. i dont care okay. i'm not opening my mickey set for her to do. i'm only opening that after my o's. so i guess after o's i'll be at home trying to do my puzzle and watching lots and lots of teevee(:

talking about teevee. now channel 55 got new show! at 8pm. the old era show. got lin feng! so handsome! goodness can. and huang zongze(: -faints-

life has been.. weird for me these days. lots of things happened. i dont understand la. human are just so complicated to understand. sigh. maybe i'm too young to understand it fully......

2007-04-06T19:53:00.000+08:00

Faustine is here to be huang chi's personal blogger!HAHA!! okay today she went starbucks to study.dunno whether with friends or alone la.HAHA! ok then she bought 2 new books la.
huang chi is like a maths freak la.she love maths so much la!never see people like that before.hahah!!okay i dunno what to blog about la.ok bye!

i'm back!

2007-03-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

twentieth march 2oo7. the day when huangchi is finally sick and resting at home.
she's finally blogging!

yep. i'm sick. like so officially la. and i heard lessons were fun today! bleah. so idiotic la. woke up a few times. once at 6plus. once at nine plus cos someone called. why did you wake me up from my dream?! once finally from my mummy who wanted me to eat porridge and medicine. mmm! antibiotics suck! oh wells.

shall update a bit. my sister sent me my present! air-flown from aussie!! hee. I LOVE THE BIRTHDAY CARD(: yum yum. she gave me a long sleeve top with s lacy tube inside and a pair of paul frank boxers. so cute! its green! my cousin's present was inside too. a guestbook and another card. yum yum. was my cousin's 21st birthday party last sat. at my aunt's condo function room. went to help out on the deco. and the balloon burst on me okay! stupid. yup. gave her a precious moments figurine. so cute! hee(: received my presents from my cousins too. des and darren gave me hana kimi book! haa. i want the first-printed one! guess its no longer around. but still love it loads! hee(:

yesterday was first day of school. boring la. ms ros wasnt in school. sigh. mrs teo came in for invigilation on mr lian. HAA. so in the end, chem test is postponed till tmr. one more night to study! have to study for geog standard test too. mmm! shall go study later. yum yum!

okie. gonna slack a while more first till study time. TATA!

back.

2007-01-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

finally back!
WELL. i'm actually just lazy to blog.well. for almost 2 months. haa.
came back from camp corri 2 days ago. tiring but well, i think it was quite good.
really am proud of my dearest class. even though they didnt win the best camper group, i think they really showed good attitude.
from the first day's heck care attitude to everyone cares about each other.
totally bonded the class la.
promised them that we would do the signatures for them. haa.
just a bunch of sweet innocent girls.
though some of them can be really irritating, but i guess they are just ignorant.
yup yup.
things going better.
guess i'm gonna do something about my hair again.
haa. maybe just trim it.
cos chinese new year is coming and investiture is coming too.
so i shall just trim it.
longie longie longie hair. mmm!
now, almost the whole class is crazy over hana kimi.
haa. yay! more people to talk about that show.
esp cas! haa.
jennifer should just watch that show.
i bought the first 2 volumes alr.
left with the last. haa!
either gonna buy the ost or burn it from my cousin.
yummilicious! haa.
okie. shall go rest.
tata!

two days ago.

2006-12-04T22:59:00.000+08:00

two days ago.i was on the stairs waiting and i see them.they approached me for help.i read the card and told them that they were at the correct building.she came but we decided to help them since they seemed lost.i went over to the security counter to ask for help.guess what.he was reluctant to help.well.he thought we were related to the two men and want us to fetch them up by the drive-thru to the third floor because the place was not wheelchair accessible.well.he didnt mention it till very much later.so we were practically stoning out there.finally the guard decided to get the doctor out.well.the two men were looking for the doctor.after hearing they were born with their legs like that,the doctor straight away answered them without thinking:i'm sorry but i cant help you.one of the men called in the day before to ask for an appointment and asked if the place was wheelchair accessible.the doc said yes.therefore,they cabbed down to the clinic.they finally found a glimpse of hope.but it was soon crushed into pieces in less than 30mins after they got to the place.why bother to give them hope when you know that you cnat do anything?is it like you do not have anything pretty much to do thats why you're playing with their feelings?they must be at least in their 30s.they lived for more than 30years like that.finally when someone tells them that they might be saved,they were thrilled.but you just brought them to hell.you are so cold blooded.god,why did these things happen?please bring sufferings away from earth,a place you created for us.maybe,human beings are selfish.

CHALETS!!

2006-12-02T16:41:00.000+08:00

okie.i'm finally back from my chalet!haa.well.3 days 2 nights at safra resort.first night was for personal use.and the 2nd night was for cca.haa.specially requested by charmaine lim.yes.anyways.before going for the chalet,was spending and wasting my life in school la.had sac rock concert.after that, cabbed down to chalet number 26.my home for 2 nights.haa.well.spent 6 plus for that.first thing i saw was a 'tanned' bird.haa.this sounds funny.well.hendricks drank too much.and her whole body esp face was like freaking red.i thought she went tanning or sth.but the rest told me she was drunk.can you imagine a girl who only drank a cup became a lobster?haa.so funny la ok.had a cup.nicey(:haa.anyway,i managed to hand up till 2plus.slept in dawndawn's sleeping bag.haa.woke up at 4plus.watched ppl getting high.haa.then.ivana,dawndawn and i started getting high.we started dancing.to songs like sexy back and we're all in this together.haa.total crazy-ness la.haa.kaixin and theresse told pics of us!-screams-but we didnt bother la.haa.so funny.then we started running out of the chalet to look at the sunrise.haa.didnt manage to see anything lo.haa.but took some pics of the colour changes.haa.went back and started packing?for cca chalet!haa.teh sec 2s came first.cos they wanted to deco the place.haa.didnt manage to take the pics.but took some of them putting things up.i helped in the most creative work!haa.i wrapped crepe paper on the light!haa.so pretty!ying&char:yes it was done by me!haa.then the sec 2s were practically playing themselves.danwdawn and i were playing ddr.haa.crazy seh.slowly ppl started coming.yingying and nicole came.so we started mahjong-ing!haa.fun-ness!after a while,char came.haa.nobody wanted to open the door for her la.the moment she stepped in,the whole place smell like her ok!haa.die.i cant remember what else we did.haa.oh!i went to bathe!haa.thanks char for bringing the tee for me.we played mahjong continuously la.haa.then at five plus,char had to leave for her concert and party.and i had to go back to school to pass val my red tee.so sam i and went back with her.we had to walk all the way out to get a cab.after walking halfway,we flagged for a car.the guy was so nice!h fetched us all the way to school!well.with char entertaining him with her lies la ok.haa.siao.she can lie without feeling bad.sigh.sam went home to get her stuff and we cabbed back to the chalet.sarted bbq-ing at six plus.the fire didnt want to start.dawndawn's mummy to the rescue!ha.after the thing started,dawndawn's mummy taught us how to play the real mahjong.as in the one with the wind.haa.yayers!i got really tired.bbut no sleeping!the place was just too dirty.soon jessie came.haa.helped her with the food.char came back near midnight.so i got her to entertain me.haa.yay!but it didnt work.food time.and blah blah.the sec 2s started to play by themselves again.then we[me,dawndawn,sam,char,chuwen,ying,nicole and jessie with sherrie too]played indian poker.stupid.i got ice in my shirt.haa.then we played heart attack.haa.we all got too bored and started lazing around again.char started giving out her chocs.well.she kept skipping me!but.her main motive was to give me the whole packet.haa.THANKS CHAR!then i decided to bathe.yes.so i borrowed another tee from char.haa!stripped.another fav tee of hers.haa so soft la!i like.haa.we played mahjong again.then talked a bit cos everyone was sick of the game.haa.we survived till almost six.well.dawndawn went to sleep when everyone was done bathing.that was about 5.finally at 6,the sentence i was hoping someone would ask came out from char's mouth!!'you want to go sleep?'HA!my face brightened up and off to bed we go!well.char and i started pushing ppl to one bed so we could take the other one.haa.thanks char for lending me your arm for 1hour.i found someone who sleeps the same way as i do!haa.thats char!we sleep on my stomachs.haa.anyway.we needed a bolster but there wasnt one.so i lent her my arm for a while.she ketp moving la ok.so i tricked her to lie properly and i took her arm!yay!haa.7am came.we woke up.lost my pouch initally.gee!i couldn wake up la ok.so rested on the mahjong table.but when i opened my eyes,char was like staring at me with my pouch.haa.yay!mmm.then i had to leave at 8.30.yup.couldnt find sam to tell her char found my pouch.but they told her(:brought my grandma to the hospital for her appointment.yup.we waited for 5 freaking hours for our turn ok!well.i kept dozing off la.the stupid nurse put our number in the wrong room so we had to requeue!SIAO!!!i'm kinda worried for her,esp after hearing what the doc said.sigh..it was alr 2 when we collected the medicine la!sigh.then we cabbed home.ok.need to go out now.shall continue bloggin ltr.bye!

my few days...

2006-11-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

yayers!haa.back from my sister's party.mmm.well.val was the only person who turned up.but its okay!we had fun.haa.she was like playing with my cousins.haa.so hilarious.well.huangchi and val were the guestbookies for the night.haa.we were practically sitting at the reception area.well.more of the entrance of the function room at Laguna National getting people to sign the guest book.haa.it was diy by my two sisters.i didnt help in it cos i was like away for MOE leadership camp.yepps.shall do a little of back tracking for the days since i long posted.took some pics today!val was so pretty ok!haa.well.too bad.i didnt take any picture with the birthday girl besides the cake cutting one.which is with lindsey.yup.

me and val(:

with those balloons.check out those transparent ones.the stars on them are able to glow in the dark(:

with my godmummy!haa.its been long since i last took a picture with her!

val's unglam-ness with her mushroom soup.haa.

my sister with her balloons.that guy is her tuition teacher.you must be wondering why he's here.haa.cos he's my sister's friend.yep(:

That’s val with the balloons.haaa.

That’s my nephew!haa.with her auntie(:so cute!well.he’s actually staring at a phone ringing.haa.

That’s our bbq food.only a bit of it.cos it was my cousin who was serving us all along.haaa.

Our desert.well.there were more.but we only took picture of the 2 we remembered.haa.chocolate and white mousse and mango mousse.yummilicious!

The strawberries from the birthday cake!!so cute right!

Another picture of it.gosh.its like so cute can!

mmm.went out with hot date yesterday.haa.we watched material girls.it was like avg.yup.well.at first we went for meeting in school with ex-co.then went for breakfast with some of them and mr roland at macs.his treat!haa.yayers!then we went to eastpoint.cos jingyin wanted to look at the jay chou tees.haa.we didn’t get them in the end.haa.so we went to orchard.so boring.we were like shopping aimlessly.haa.even though it was like she wanted to get a top.haa.decided to go cine to catch a movie since it was only 1plus.haa.yups.then we wandered around.she bought a Pluto in the end.sigh.she didn’t check it properly.so she ended up buying a Pluto with only whiskers on one side.so funny.and she kept saying Pluto don’t have whiskers ok!so we ended up asking jan.well.apparently,Pluto do have whiskers!haa.so she lost.went to take card print with Pluto.haa.it didn’t turn out good.but we still laminated it.haa.went to pastamania after the movie.i wasn’t exactly hungry.which is bad.haa.oh ya! We saw these 2 hello kitty dolls which look totally ugly la.haa.decided to take picture of it to show MY SISTER.haa.

Sigh.so ugly):

Prefects camp.gosh.guess what.the facilitators are like my mentors for PVC.so sheena and lye were there.yup.and they recognized me.mmm!nothing much.oh ya!i’m quite happy cos my group was initially too quiet.i was damn frustrated la.not only me.yiggie and jolena too.we were so upset.but after the multi-tug-of-war,we got together!haa.yayers!we were losing badly for the first day.but we managed to catch up on the second day and got first by the end of the 2-day workshop!haa!hooray for 10littleIndiancents!haa.yea.thats our name.(:so happy.

A picture of me and jan. I miss starbucking with this babe!

My new love for this holiday:

STARBUCKS’S PEPPERMINT MOCHA!
It so rock my world la ok!haa.love it loads!yummilicious!!!!!!!!!
****melmel, you owe me this!haaaaa.i’m so evil.

Going out with hotdate tmr.haa.gonna study at pasir ris library I guess(:need to finish up my hw.yup.just as I promised(:(:

blingbling!

2006-10-30T19:58:00.000+08:00

blingbling!!i finally cut my hair!haa..its much shorter now.mmm!i look totally like a doll la.haa.mmm.went to mel and suiee's hairstylist to cut it.haa.its like just at eastwood.mmm.yiggie and mel cut their hair too.well!they totally look like they never cut la ok.just me.haa.huge difference.mmm!

went out with jingyin.val.mel today to suntec.yes.suntec again.suiee joined us aftea while later cos she had to join her church friends.yea.dearest mel thought her church ends at 1.so we wanted to meet 1 outside her church.she called me in the morning to wake me up.good.but like at eleven forty-five?she called again to say her church ended.so wth.she came over to my place.i was so nice that i cooked maggi mee for her.haa.HUANGCHI ROCKS(:went out at around one plus.saw my cousins!they gave us a lift to tanah merah.haa!so sweet.we didnt have to perspire.haaa.we wanted to watch death note.but we missed the one o'clock show.so we didnt watch it in the end.sigh!suiee came to join us.ate at macs.yupp.then we walked around.to look for my clothes for work shadowing.this is so irritating la.whenever i have money,i cant find any nice clothes.when i dont have money,i cant find any nice clothes.so i didnt buy any clothes.haa.so rude.saw many shoes.like we walked into every shop in suntec.well.just the first level la.haa.at four thirty we decided to come over to my place to watch teevee.haaa.val went over to bugis to meet her sister.then we took ten to my place.sigh.totally boring.shall go buy more shows la.haa.

i forgot about something!I FINALLY WENT FOR TRAINING!HAA.i totally love golf la ok.practiced one hundred balls.cool seh!haa.had a blister.but its ok alr.haa.well.whilei went to train,my parents and my sister went for swimming.haa.saw this small boy training too.haa.so cute.he can hit la.i think i'll get my kids to train in the future too.haa.maybe they'll end up like michelle wie(:(:haa.kids can take up golf faster and better than adults.haa.cos they dont think as much as we do!thats why tiger woods is so good.mmm!

pictures time!

huangchi before the hair cut

huangchi after the hair cut

my retarded sister.hahaaa..

Dr Tsang from Tan Tock Seng hospital shaking hands with her patient Ms Tian.

them again laughing and chatting.

err.thats yesterday's entry actually.haa.it got stuck.didnt post it.yep.went for emaths tutorial today.haa.ms ros didnt come.well.she went for o's invigilation.so mrs cheong came in.and ms masura came after our break.yep.went out with jingyin.suiee.mel and becky today.haa.well.supposed to celebrate mel.becky.van and yiggie's birthday.but only mel and becky came in the end.mmm.went cine.haa.watched death note.i like light.haa.he's cute la ok.well.L is clever but got no looks.haa.ok.i'm so mean.walked walked.went for late lunch.but i was already full from the wedges and popcorns.haa.just had tako balls.yummy.went home after that.well.becky and jy took train.the three of us took 14.its like freaking crowded la.stopped at siglap.got dinner for my sister.ha.suiee left first then mel and i went to get starbucks(:(:yummy.I WANT STARBUCKS' TUMBLER!-screams-mel got hers.her mummy allowed her to.ahh.JIE CAN YOU GET IT FOR ME?(:(:haa.bought gelare sandwich for my sister then mel gave me a lift home(:

huangchi finally cuts her hair!

2006-10-29T20:38:00.000+08:00

huangchi cut her hair!

2006-10-29T20:20:00.000+08:00

oh my.i feel retard-ness in me.i blogged and its gone.dont wnat to blog alr la.ha.shall just post pics.

huangchi before the hair cut.

huangchi after the hair cut.

my retarded sister.haaa

Dr Tsang from Tan Tock Seng hospital shaking hands with her patient,Ms Tian

them laughing and chatting.

huangchi cut her hair!

2006-10-29T19:53:00.000+08:00

disappoint..

2006-10-23T19:48:00.000+08:00

disappointment is all i have for this school.i'm not sure.been rather pessimistic these days.not sure why too.for the first time,i flared up at my friends when they werent at fault.***** caused me to do it.i really dont ok.i was still telling someone last night that i got a huge feeling something bad would happen today during rehearsal.and it did.i'll never make guesses anymore.thank god for nicole to be there today.she helped a lot.i shall just heed her advice.came online and i saw debbie's message.well.it was her reply to my previous post.guess it would really work for me.hope it does.seriously hope it does..

trust

2006-10-22T19:54:00.000+08:00

what makes a good leader?

i didnt want to think of this question initially till i saw an email.i tried my best.i put in effort.i tries ways and means to get my job done well.it just seemed like nobody appreciates what i do.esp *****.it really upset me a lot.*****thankes her for whatever she had done.in front of me,***** acted like as if nothing happened and was on my side.behind my back,***** is like backstabbing me.like pls,given your position,you shouldnt be doing it ok.if you are seriously not happy with me,i rather you come to me and explain.i know i didnt do my job well this time but is it really to this extend that you have to backstab me?you dont know how serious this can get.i respect you for who you are.some people think that you are not exactly doing well in your position but somehow,i felt that you really treat us well.i helped you.maybe you dont know that i do.but it gets really frustrating ok.being betrayed by someone you trusted.its not credits which i want ok.its understanding which i want.

i was just talking to someone on the phone last night.i found out lots of things about this stupid school.i didnt know things were so atrocious ok.i guess the only thing i can expect about reality in this school is the unexpected.i'm not sure if the things that person told me was true but..i choose to trust her.had quite some fun talking to her.haa.told me lots of stories.i found out things i never thought would have happened.haaa..so funny.

supposed to go out with suiee mel jingyin val today to watch death note.but suiee's dad is leaving tonight so she decided to pei him.dearest mel suddenly had stomachache this morning so she didnt join us too.haa.so ended up with the three of us.went to bugis and we watched rob-b-hood.haa.i finally watched it.the two of them watched it alr but the decided to pei me watch it agn.haa.yay.might be watching death note sometime this week.haa.val and i had starbucks.i had the usual mocha frap and val had her usual caramel frap.our favourites.ha.mel didnt get it today.yummy.wanted to get a present after that but couldnt think of any nice thing to get for her.so chose to get it when i watch death note.haa.

us in the train(:

retard-ness

time passes by so fast...

2006-10-16T21:52:00.000+08:00

heyhey.finally decided to blog.haaa.spent my weekend at ngee ann poly.quite a cool place.well.its my sister's school.so yup.had council training at the convention centre.kinda lazy to update about the details.haa.took some pics(:

in jee's car on our way to bugis.its a jaguar!jee's my lead mentor for the project(:successful and cool woman!

a biggie poster at ngee ann convention centre

me and dawn dawn(:

me and audrey!sweetie girl=]

the course lasted for 2 days.but the whole training is going to last for another 15weeks.haa.looking forward to it and the end product(: oh yea.jee is my lead mentor.my actual mentor wasnt with us cos he's training another bunch of adults.thats what jee said.jee's my mentor,loon's girlfriend!so cool.ok.jee is a damn successful woman at her age.ok.she's only freaking 24 and guess what.she already published a book of her own,wrote a musical that was shown twice and now,she's opening a clinic for those autistic kids.she majors in psychology.oh gosh.-screams-haa.my role model ok.she allows me to visit her clinic when its open!yay!so sweet of her.ahh.met up with my parents and we went over to parkway for dinner.went fish mart(:cant post the pics.mmmm.

had school today.but school today is totally so different ok.helped jy with her council project.haa.its not exactly successful but wells.we had lotsa learnin points.hope that her sec2 inter-class comp will work out.haa.heard that pc's iron baker thing and pcc's car wash were success.yay!haa.ok.we totally slacked after 11 la.i found out a problem.but instead of running from it,i decided to face it.i told her what i really feel.my fear.now everything is back to normal.how i wish i did it in my previous mistake and nothing would have happened...we like slept till 1plus?haaa.so cool seh!went for learning journey after that.well.was kinda worried that the thing is gonna be damn boring since those who came back said so.well.with those peeps i went with,it wasnt!haaa.partnered jy cos someone dumped me.haa.my hot date(: took a river trial at s'pore river.learnt about some trading history.then took cable car at harbourfront!took it with jy,val,suiee,yiggie and mel.oh my.JINGYIN CRIED!gosh la.she was so scared can.yiggie videoed it down.haaa.i took some pics of her crying.its in becky's camera.guess she'll upload it soon.haaa.should have let jingyin sat at the corner.guess she'll scream through out the ride likenobody's business.haaaa..went over to the mall.had starbucks with mel mel.haa.ice mocha frap!but we didnt cut out our logo this time round.sigh.shall do it another day.mmm.went over to PSA building.haa.my godmummy's workplace.haa.but it was just a intro of 5mins and we left for school cos it was too late.reached school around 6.haa.jy and i kept sleeping during the ride.so fun.

suiee's mum came to fetch us.went to bedok inter cos her mum had to get their dinner and we had to get stuffs for tmr.ha.going over to suiee's to party tmr!haa.like early in the morning i guess.gonna ask mel ltr.jy coming.oh.and val and shush!haa.yay!movie marathon!yummy!!

slacking time!

2006-10-13T18:12:00.000+08:00

finally the exams are over! -screams-
haa.
yesterday:
jingyin came over to my place to change.suiee then went over to mel's.well.we were alr ready at 11.30.but wells.those 2 girls were just not ready.so jy and i watched teevee all the way till 1.45.then we left the house.then we took a bus to suntec.haa.we wanted to watch rob-b-hood.but didnt manage to.cos there wasnt any time slot for us.the earliest was 4.45.jingyin cant make it.wanted to watch you me dupree.tried to get tics but they wanted our i/cs.even suiee cant get in.moreover us and dearest mel dont even have her i/c yet.so we ended up walking around.haa.ate at macs.well.they did.i wasnt hungry.haa.went around walking to the shops.i think.cant remember.haaa..we were talking abt cutting our hair.might be cutting mine with mel.but she's waiting till the last day of school.ahh!have to sacrifice myself.mmm!jingyin left first.sigh.walked over to marina square.but we ended up doing nothing.mel was just there irritating me.by describing all the shops.like wth.suiee wanted to go millenia walk to ask for sujan's dance timeslot.but we tried ways to get out of the place.but to no avail.sigh.only managed to walk back and fro.all of us got tired.so we decided just to head home.haa..

today.went to school for ex-co meeting.talked abt council projects and achievers' day.and wear-what-you-like day.left school at 12plus.mmm.suiee had to pass mel her clothes.so we went over to mel's.then me,val,jy,suiee went to plaza sing.wanted to watch rob-b-hood.but.tics were out!ahh!!!i think we're really not fated to watch that show.so we decided to just get the cd when its out and save up for death note.haa..it'll be ot next thurs.muahaha!had our lunch at kopitiam.slacked around cos we were just too full.went back around 3plus?yea.cos va had to go baby-sitting and jingyin had to be home early.suiee and i took bus back.the bus took a freaking long time.so we took some lame pics.what can you expect from us?haa.

suiee kissing the glass pane.

stuck on the pane.

STARBUCKS!

2006-10-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

mm!left with one last paper tmr.physics/bio mcq.hope i'll do well.(:went to parkway today.mmm!had laksa.so yummy.haa.walked and walked.didnt spend a lot of time tehre.cos we were just too bored.mel couldnt find what to get for her some.then her mum told her not to get and just go out for dinner with her.mmm!went over to suiee's after that.watched the nun and dorm.haa.it wasnt that scary afterall.dorm is so friendship kinda show.according to mel,it has a sad ending.haa.went home around 6.studied(:haa.and now i'm online.

i seriously think i take things really hard.i dont know whats wrong with me.i tihnk its coming back agn.really really dont like it ok.sigh.i dont know what to do.i'm really exhausted about it...

STARBUCKS!MY LOVE(:
mel's too.haa.

me and mel drinking ice blended mocha.
-missing banana choco blended-

another day...

2006-10-08T14:16:00.000+08:00

mmmm.my parents' colleagues came over yesterday.for some lunch-cum-dinner gathering.haha.chat with them.mmm.they're gonna lend me some korean shows after my exams.hahha..can save money le(: suiee mel and sujan came over to my place.jingyin couldnt come.well.we were supposed to be studying but none of us got the mood.wanted to watch slither but its boring.so we wanted to watch she's the man.mmm.but stuffs happened so we ended up watching full house.haha.till 11plus?they called a cab and went back.

supposed to meet jingyin today.thought i couldnt make it today so i told her i cant but now i can but she cant.haha.so we decided to just meet up tmr.haha.my new date(:

mmm.gonna continue mugging.tata!!

my darling-est days

2006-10-06T21:55:00.001+08:00

ok.finally the week is over.shall give myself a nice break today and continue mugging tmr.haha.today's emaths paper 2 seems quite alright.just that there're aome questions i dont know how to do.sigh.but its ok.shall work harder for the next 4!haha.mmm.been spending my days with suiee mel and jy.haha.wanted to upload my pics yesterday but my internet broke down.grr!but gonna buy a new router alr!hahha.have to give my cousin a call ltr.mmm!

went over to the airport yesterday.went crystal jade.had yummy congee.haha.so yummy.keke!mel and suiee were damn high la.well.more of mel.she kept disturbing suiee with MY HP.suiee couldnt take it then she started using jy's hp.haha.so wth.damn crap la ok.jy and i were damn worried abt our phones.*poor us*haha.went over to bk after that to study.haha.we really studied!for 3hrs plus until mel said that she cant concentrate alr.then i started stoning and looking out.cos i was sitting at this place where i can see the long long escalator with the cool window panes.haha.so i started day dreaming.it was till abt 4.30 when we started crapping.haha.oh ya!SUIEE IS THE DUSTBIN MANAGER!haha.damn cool right?(: took train and bus back.mm.had tuition.well.slept early cos i couldnt do any more maths.

went over to suiee's place today to study.haha.went to some yong tau foo shop at siglap.so yummyy and cheap.well!we didnt study today la.haha.by the time we got back to suiee's house, we started to watch the nun.stupid cd.haha.we only watched the front part.haha.went to change and went over to tanah merah cos suiee had to pass emyza some books.went back agn.haha.mel and i decided to go to the function room to study.haha.something hilarious happened when we got there.haha..shall not reveal here in case someone gets angry.haha!!well.suiee and i went to book the teevee.haha.watched lotsa mtv.haha.and zong yi da ge da.haha.so funny.we got hungry then suiee's grandma cooked wanton mee for us.so yummy but its oo spicy.only jy can take it.haha.su jan joined us and got hooked by the cabled teevee.haha.so funny.sent jy off then mel and i started looking at suiee's pics.haha.well.mel kept laughing.i tihnk i passed her my laugh-cum-lameness.haha.my mood wasnt exactly there.suiee came up ltr then we started looking at pics on friendster.hahha.went back around 7plus.well.suiee went out for dinner.mel went to meet her mum at taka and my darling-est parents came to fetch me!hahha.so sweet(:

the four of us(:

where's suiee?

in the train.unglam-ness

mel&suiee@ suiee's place

me&mel

me&jy!

past..present..future

2006-09-28T18:05:00.000+08:00

GOSH! JIE YOU GOTTA READ THIS! I BROKE OUR TOILET BATH TAP! i dont even know what i did la.haha.like i just got into the shower and switched on the water tap.suddenly,i felt something pop out.haha.and the cover dropped on the floor.so freaking hilarious can.ahh!!haha..

mmm.shall update about today and yesterday.haha.

yesterday:
usual lessons.mmm.had ss early in the morning.ahh!everyone was just stoning la.haha.never seen the class so quiet in the morning before.haha.amaths time!for the first time amaths is so slack.haha.she went through the past year paper.haha.i finished(: haha.so did my english.shh!!well.was half doing compre and half listening to her.so smart.haha.after recess was RE.i did a spin wheel thingy.haha.for sec 4s.i did for tara(: its kinda plain.hehe.no time la!but it was quite fun.haha.played pyramid during english.haha.my group came up with a really easy list.if we didnt,we could have got the highest.haha.its ok.fun was all i wanted.had ss again.cant remember what we did.haha.chinese next.haha.kinda usual lesson.well.she got pissed with the class again.bird bought a new watch and we were just talking and exchanging it.then she saw bird talking and told her to get out.haha.so funny la.she was reluctant and started disturbing us from outside the class.the teacher got fed up and said 'ok,you just sit on the floor next to marie'.haha.damn hilarious la.then amanda and mich also had to sit there.val and i came up with something for ex-co.some peeps know alr.but well.i only have to say something's coming up.haha.after school.supposed to go for bio and emaths tutorial.but decided not to go for bio cos i know i wouldnt understand her and ms ros wasnt free.then i went with suan,mel and jingyin to long john.hahah.so freaking funny la.we were just ignoring jingyin all along.well.mel posted some stupid question.shall not post here.everybody then ignored her.haha.we treated jingyin's voice as the radio.haha.so whatever jingyin touched would be seem as floating and whatever she said would be 'heard from the radio'.haha.jy dropped her wallet.then mel picked it up.i kept it in my bag.haha.she only found out after we left the place.i wanted to continue playing with her and go back to long john to look for it.but mel just told her its with us.gee.no fun.got home at 4.45pm.before i forget!jy spilled coke on me.well.she was just putting the tray down and dont know for what good reason,she dropped the coke and it kena her food.well.lucky for her the peeps there are willing to change a new one for her.haha.started reading FEMALE till 5.it was tempting me la.haha.went to bathe and did my summary points.went to watch teevee.till 6.50pm.haha.cam up and started doing caj.haha.did 3.my sister came back around 8 with dinner.haha.then had tuition at 9.slept quite late cos had to wait for my tecaher to come back again.well.he left his mp3 player at my place.yea.

today:
went to lab for chem lesson.haha.was playing with sharron all along.but we wrote notes.well.took turns.haha.cos jenny was spposed to photcopy her notes for me.so sweet of her.haha(: no chem test in the end.sigh.haha.emaths was after recess.ms ros went through a revision test during the first period.i didnt take it cos of obs but finished it as hw.got 13/20.haha.we had a test during the 2nd period.quite ok la.haha.chinese next.what did we do?haha.oh!we did a past year paper.its damn short ok.gosh.if this is gonna be the paper on tuesday,i think i'll start falling asleep after the first hour.haha.went through the summary points during english.had amaths.gosh!i flunked my trigo eqn test!ahh!i tihnk thats my worst topic la.sigh.shall practice more and more and more and more..hahha.after school.went to jy's class.waited for her and mel.they were like copying lit notes.i continued doing my chem test.well.mr lian gave it to us as a graded assignment.yea.well.suan and i wasted out 45 mins of our lives sitting there doing nothing.went for geog tutorial.learned on undustrial shifts.well.MNCs.haha.its more of a recap for me cos i copied the notes during amaths while mrs lim was going through the past year paper.well.she's gonna continue going through it tmr.she take a really long time man.after geog tutorial was supposed to go for emaths.but ms ros wasnt in.mel and jy didnt want to wait and plus we didnt know whether she'll be back.so we left.had lunch at blk 85.haha.the four of us again.and we did the same thing again.haha.was crapping all the way with suan and her stories.haha.i think the 34.50 one.haha.so hilarious.ok.now i'm back.haha.shall go watch my teevee first and continue with my revision.yep(:

oh.tmr's half day!haha.yayayya!!till 10.15.guess i'll be staying back with jialin and mav to study.haha(:

MUGGING!!

2006-09-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

I'm a Lamborghini Murcielago!

You're not subtle, but you don't want to be. Fast, loud, and dramatic, you want people to notice you, and then get out of the way. In a world full of sheep, you're a raging bull.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

yay!i'm a lamborghini!haha.my dream car.i guess it wont be fulfilled.haha.mmm.back to school life alr.it just feel weird.i kinda miss obs.kinda used to finding myself waking up in tents but now i find myself waking up in my sister's room!haha.so funny.mmm.i dont feel like studying hard alr.haha.exams just next week and i've yet finished studying everything yet.ahh!ok.i shall continue mugging.

*where's my mug?

I'M BACK!

2006-09-24T13:34:00.000+08:00

YAY! haha. fnally back home alr!yippie!!well.i miss zippie!!gosh.haha.i have lotsa hw but i decided yo do something about this blog first.haha.my darling sister found a new blogskin for me!haha.yay-ness.shall blog about obs.it rocks.haha.

day 1:
we didnt do much actually.sigh!did lotsa admin work.other watches[groups]did stuffs like kayaking but we just did cleaning up and blah.haha.but it was quite alright.yip.was grouped with clarisa,tiff,huiling and karvoon.haha.bonded a little.there was this guy in my watch who has 2 studs out of his mouth.damn sick la.zippie got him to take them off.haha..oh.zippie is my instructor.her real name is zhengping though.but because of her initials,she got that nick.haha.so cute.we cooked our own dinner.rice!haha.ok.i never cooked rice before ok.just love it!haha.we slept in the jungle.haha.in our tents!we pitched them ourselves ok!haha.

day2:
i strained my neck!sigh!cried a little.couldnt carry my bag.sigh!mmm.so there was this nice guy called safuan.he helped me carry it.hha.so sweet.did a little hiking.to another campsite where we did a high rope element.we did some belaying fist.i know how to belay!haha.that was the only one.its 25m high if i'm not wrong.but i only did halfway.cos i had no strength and the wind was blowing hard.sigH!we didnt have to cook our dinner that day!haha.yummy~~mmm.we pitched oue tents agn.haha.

day3:
the day we did our land expedition.damn tiring.ahh!oh!my watch is called raffles.haha.cool huh.we merged with raleigh.jolena,jan,mag,audrey lange and bird were in that grp.its very tiring.i counted two thousand steps.its not much.haha.we walked more than that.cos i continued from tiffy's 2thousand steps.but we stopped counting after the 4thousandth.guess what.when i called tiffy to tell her i've counted my 4 thousand,she turned and saw a tree point.we are supposed to find those things.haha.cards nailed onto the trees.haha.thank me man!haha.mm.we managed to reach our 3rd campsite only at 6.sigh.haha.pitched our tents.haha.guess what.we had to pee in the grass!no toilets.sigh!we didnt bathe in the end.haha.meow!bonded with raleigh.played lotsa splat.haha.

day4:
sea expedition day!haha.i partner clar.we had no strength.but guess what?our perserverence,motivation and encouragement from each other made us finish the expedition!haha.it lasted for 6hours.gosh.i've burnt.haha!we sang lotsa songs.at the ending point,well.the point where we could see our ending point,the waves got really strong cos it was low tide.we got very frustrated with each other.ahah.we wanted to give up.but He told us to continue.AND WE DID IT!we were the 8th out of the 16 pairs.from this sea ex,i've learnt that with the 3 factors,miracles do occur.(: washed the kayaks.played with the water.haha.was totally drenched out la.haha!pitched out tents agn.haha.cooked out food agn.didnt exactly cook la.i wanted to pack my stuffs.so i suggested we just open the cans and maggi mee and eat them 'raw'.they arent raw in the first place.so we just ate them.but we went to the seaside agn to just cook a little.haha.we slept by the sea.haha.

day5:
the last day.woke up later than usual.packed our storeroom.haha.for a few hours.we did reflection and blah.chatted.zippie then gave us our certs.well.she gave us each other's then we were to give one another.she believes she wasnt the one who should give us the certs but our team mates.yip.then,we left.she didnt send us off.cos of her work.ahh!

i miss zippie.she's really sweet ok.i strained my back.she helped my massage.2-3 times.ahh.so sweet.its really good.i miss it alr.i mis her.oh guess what.during the sea ex,i got many many sandfly bites.its damn sick ok.on my hands and neck.my sister nearly vomited when she saw them.haha.oh.i'm burnt!haha.my mummy said i was cooked.haha.so cute.my face started peeling.haha.mmm.

okie.shall go do my work alr.i only finished 1 pathetic hw la.haha.

JIE!I MISS YOU!WHEN ARE YOU CALLING BACK AGN?

pissy offy day seh!

2006-09-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

ARGH!ITS PISSING ME OFF!!

well.my darling sister is coing back from perth.but she dearestly dont want to tell me when la.now all of them are keeping it from me.even my sister's tuition teacher knows la!well.he's my sister's friend.but i'm her sister ok!argh!stupid surprise idea from ms soh huang yee.grr!!ok.i shall just put that aside.haha.

went to parkway yesterday after chinese tuition.haha.finally bought my adidas shoes!!haa!they have my size like finally!haha.oh wait.before buying that shoe,we went to the fish market.haha.well.my mummy ordered so much sashimi that all of us are like gonna vomit anytime la.haa.well.5 types of fish,octopy and eggy.well.my younger sister only eats salmon.so my mummy had to order eggy for her.haha.i nearly vomited with all those sashimi swimming in my tummy.oh gosh.we're going there agn next week.cos my mummy wants to bring my darling sister who's coming back to try out the other sashimi.she only tried it once.only salmon and tuna i think.i'm not sure.oh wells.there's this other fish which tastes really good ok.i shall go find out its name.haha!!

went to school today to help out at the prefects interview.quite ok la this batch.well.hopefully they are better.haha.dont wish to further comment about it.hha..

going to ms ros house tmr.she's teaching us emaths!haha!she's so nice la.cos we're going for obs.keke!!hmm!longie day agn.haha.but wells.as usual,this isnt a holiday at all la.flooding us with stupid hw and projects.grr!!

so pissy offy..gee!

where's the sense of achievement?

2006-09-01T22:02:00.000+08:00

boo!!haah..longgie longie longie time since i last blog.aha!!
finally teachers day is over.finally its time for me to put aside my time to study.(: even though the celebration itself wasnt exactly a screw up.well.at least its quite successful.i dont have the feeling of..achievement.i just dont.maybe looking at the other side of the matter,it was a success.isnt it?all our hard work paid off.i've been lazing off lately.esp these 2 days.need to start on my homework and revision alr.gosh.i have yet started on my english project la!so damn it.i guess i'll do badly for year end this time..esp when i'm going for obs.grr!!oh wells.

went over to farah's for geog project.we didnt do much.but we've got the rough idea of what our game would be like and gave out work to do.hmm.i've to do the spinner.haha.quite cute.(:

plans for the holidays are halfway done.sigh..
monday:help out for prefects interview
tuesday:go ms ros's house for maths
wed:chem and bio tutorial
thurs:chem and bio tutorial again
friday:maybe i'll put this day aside to go out with triana(:

i'm so gonna miss triana ok.ahh!!cant imagine she's leaving soon.grr.o's are coming.one year later it'll be my turn.sigh!gonna miss that babe ok!):

time passes so fast..yet so slow

2006-08-17T21:45:00.000+08:00

haha.i thought it was alr sept.hha..i thought she already left for 2 months.its only a month plus 5 days?ahh!i seriously miss you ok!come back soon.3 more months to go.gee!

gotten back our progress cards on monday.well.i am happy.yes.i am.haha.ok i'm getting crazy..failed only 2.well.did my geog corrections.so its just a red mark.but it'll be blue for CA.haha.the other is chem.damn it can.i just need half mark to pass.haha!shall work harder.somehow,i'm not confident in being able to do as well for term 4.dont know why too.just a feeling.my instincts tells me so.kinda worried over it.):

you're always giving me that cold shoulder.at this moment,you treat me so nicely.another moment you dont even give a damn about me.what do you think i am?it really hurts me ok.you dont know how it feels like.no matter what i do,you just dont want to say anything.moreover give a damn about it.i really..dont know what to say ok.i wanted to talk to you and face our problem together.but i thought everything was alright.and now,its here again.i really..dont know whats in your mind ok.its seiously pissing me off everyday...

dont know what else to say.gee!!argh.i wanna go for confession sometime soon.feel as if i committed so much sins.ahh!!it seriously feels heavy inside with so much things to say.i just want to pour them all out..just like how one vomits out all her dirty stuffs.i want to remove all my burdens,my unhappiness...feel really really really uncomfy inside...

are you there to listen to me?

FLIP TIME!

2006-08-08T21:33:00.001+08:00

finally back after a long day.haha.it was quite fun.(: reached tamp stadium at six thirty.slacked around.didnt feel well in the morning.but survived through.haha.did sound duty with steph again.haha!!fun-ness.watched the marching.cool seh!haha.passed liting her present after that.(: went around walk walk with her.haha.then pulled ms ros along.to cheer for the class.haha.I DIDNT MEAN TO LET THE WIND BLOW YOUR HEADSCARF OK!hah.

went with yiling and concert band to school.yiling had to go over to amelia's to do project.so yup.waited for them for so long can!we only manage to leave school at 1.30 la.sigh.walked to 14 bus stop.haha.saw yiling and amelia.chat a bit.haha..hmmm.took 14 right down to cine.ha.well.cos someone didnt know where the cathay was.so we just alighted there.haha.couldnt watch the lake house cos the tics were out.grr!ended up watching ant bully.its a..silly show.haha.well.i started screaming and screaming like a crazy woman la.haha..so retarded.hmm.went around walking and walking.couldnt find the workout towel i want..nike's 23bucks.sigh.but my sister might be getting me one!haha. (: clarissa and joycelyn left at 6.called home.haha.went with audrey to wheelock place.haha..she tried on the odm watch.but.her palm is small la.so cant wear big-faced watches.well.that was what she said.haha..so we decided to go to citylink.haha.cos she saw a paul frank watch long ago.so we took train down.after getting her watch,we went over to raffles city to get her food.haha.oh man,i feel so nice la!haha.

got home at about half an hour ago.thats 9.10.haha.OH MAN!did i mention that i'm in love with this fossil watch.haha.its a flip time watch.haha!!new arrival but its selling at 135.hmmm!!love it loads!haha.. :D

getting back progress cards on monday.SIGH!even though i think i improved,i dont think i'll get all blue marks la.gee!!okok,i shall calm down.haha.ok,huangchi's hungry alr.haha.shall eat my cakee..

FLIP TIME!

2006-08-08T21:33:00.000+08:00

spider solitaire. (:

2006-08-06T00:01:00.001+08:00

finally changed the layout again. (:
seriously need to get usb plug for my handphone seh.haha.
shall update about yesterday and today.

friday:
school as usual.bad day.chem test and amaths test.studied really really hard for chem.but i think i'm gonna fail for it.i think this is the first time i studied so so so hard for a test.was confident when i was abt to start on the paper.but i start losing it when i read the first question.whats titration?argh.thats the end.amaths.well.was really worried i couldnt do it.haha.but wells.there were 3 sections.i guess i did ok for the first and the last.i couldnt do for section b la.haha.cme.went over to computer lab.haha.need to do some religion research..haha.grouped with suan and bev they all.cos there were just too many of us.did on taoism.haha.finished it off quite fast.haha.so ended up chatting.haha..talk to suan about some stuffs.yup. (: after school.what did i do?oh.haha..went to find val.ask her about the preview for the ccas..well.the sac idol finalists ended up not coming.so we only managed to view indian dance and drama.well.caught up a lot with yiling.haha.loser seh.watched the sports carnival marching rehearsal.some stupid stuffs happened.sigh..spoke to ms ros.well.good that we did.haha.

today:
woke up at like ten plus?couldnt get back to sleep.even if i were tired.haha.so woke up and started watching teevee..haha..till twelve thirty.went to bathe.left house at one thirty to meet mavis and khad at bk at bdk inter.stupid.they were late for half an hour la.haha.somehow i didnt exactly feel that angry.maybe i'm used to waiting for ppl.haha.then studied.drank like 2bottles of orange juice?haa..yummy..just love it.left at five thirty and went to tm.went to get starbucks voucher.haha..for liting.haha.well.not a proper present but i seriously dont know what to get for her la.haha.went with mavis around tm+cs.haha.finally got her mp3.only black.haha.left at six twenty.parents came to fetch me at tanah merah.haha.then we went over to changi for my nephew's birthday party.caught up a lot with my cousins.everyone was practically asking about my sister.well.my mom helped me answer the questions.haha..took lotsa lotsa photos.haha.got home at almost ten.started playing spider solitaire.thats the latest hobby i took up.haha.just love it.it helps my brain to think more.haha..then surfed for a blogskin at the same time.i found a nicer one at first.but there isnt a space for a tagboard.so i went to look for another one.haha.got it.

going for tuition tmr.haha.chinese.sigh.at eleven plus i guess.might be getting s new phone for my dad.haha.shall tag along.maybe he's willing to change me a new one!haha..well.that'll take forever la.tuition at evening too.but thats not sure.have to do ss essay structure.sigh!dont want to do la.ok.shall continue with me game.tata!!

rusty..

2006-07-31T20:43:00.000+08:00

hmm!posting time!haha..
shall start from friday?cos thats the furthest i can remember.haha.

friday:
went to school as usual.well.thats the last day for SAC's EV..hmmm.no matter how much i dont like the school, i still hope it get back the autonomous niche.haha..everything seems so as usual.went to do checks with melissa after school again.yay!3/8 got 8/8 again!haha...yay-ness.hahaha...so fun.hope we get the chalet seh..after that went with val.cos melissa had to do aces.decided to just go home first.what can you do to a girl who's just plain lazy?haha..

sat&sun:
practically wasted my weekend la.but wells.studied my sciences.haha.better in chemical analysis alr.its not perfect la.cos i haven memorise the tables yet.haha.i promise i will before i have the test!haha...bought 3 new books again!yummy!!popular having sale..at expo.might be going to see if they have the books i haven gotten yet.haha...i'm such a jodi picoult freak now.haha..love her books seh.

today:
school's as usual.well.the day passed nicely.just that i didnt bring my emaths hw.haha.i did it ok.just that i left it on my hw desk.haha..hmmm.studied with suan and melissa after school.finished my geog.and amaths.but finished the whole amaths only during cca.haha.well.i was tired with the sound system.i'm getting rusty with it..sigh..need to practice soon.haha..things have changed a lot.dawn didnt know too.haha.i'm not alone.haha..

hmmm.might be going to bugis soon.to get my sister's treatment.haha.maybe friday.shall see how.haha...i miss her! ):

TO YOU

2006-07-25T22:01:00.000+08:00

THIS IS FOR YOU.I DONT CARE IF YOU READ THIS OR NOT BUT I SHALL STILL POST IT HERE.EVEN IF I DONT KNOW IF THE GIRL WHO TOLD ME ABOUT THIS CAN BE FULLY TRUSTED,I CHOOSE TO TRUST HER FOR THIS.SINCE YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH ME,TELL ME LA.ITS JUST A FREAKING SITTING ARRANGEMENT.IF YOU'RE NOT HAPPY WITH IT AND CAN THINK OF A FREAKING BETTER WAY,GO TELL MS ROS LA.NEED YOU GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE ALL THE SO CALLED BAD THINGS ABOUT ME.AND SOW DISCORD BETWEEN MY FRIEND AND I?WHAT ELSE DID I FREAKINGLY DO TO OFFEND YOU LA.YOU NAME IT.YOU'RE BEING SO NICE IN FRONT OF ME BUT ENDED UP SAYING ALL THOSE NASTY THINGS BEHIND MY BACK.WOW YOU'RE SUCH A WONDERFUL GIRL.YOU KNOW WHAT?I DIDNT BELIEVE WHAT I HEARD.ESP YOUR NAME.BUT THINGS STARTED SURFACING.LIKE THE WAY YOU'RE STARTING TO TREAT ME.NOT HAPPY,SAY IT OUT LA.TRUST ME,IF ANYONE ELSE KNOWS ABOUT THIS,THEY WOULDNT BELIEVE YOU ACTUALLY DID IT.LIKE YOU LOOK SO INNOCENT ON THE OUTSIDE.BUT GUESS WHAT?WE DONT KNOW THATS WHAT YOU'VE BEEN THINKING.YOU ASS.STOP PISSING ME OFF LA.A DAY WITHOUT YOU WILL BE SO MUCH BETTER.GET OUT OF MY LIFE.

usual, wait, watch, hw and stone

2006-07-22T15:00:00.000+08:00

hmmm.its been quite a while since i last blogged.

friday[well.that was yesterday cos i cant remember what happened before that day]:
went to school as usual.well.there was supposed to be a meeting.but somehow,there isnt.so wasted a whole 25mins of my life waiting for nothing.school as usual.first period.pe.more of first two periods.well.this lesson is fun,haha..we got into 6 groups.and played 3 different games.mavis and i joined jenn cos there were too many of us.played soccer first.then frisbee and captain's ball.haha.fun-ness.shaf!let's go play pingpong!haha.inside joke.haha!!then had physics.got back my paper.just passed.11/20.i think for the time-being,i haven fail any tests yet.haha..recess.what did i eat?oh!my kway teow mee..haha..yummy..showed ivana the pics.i still haven decide how to cut it.gee!had chemistry next.talking about chem,some idiot took my book and dont wnat to return it.as jolena said, kiasu.since you're in 3/8,you should have your own textbook what.why take mine?and gayu's too.so idiot la.now we go to class with textbooks.sigh..chem was in the lab.had fun mixing the chemicals together.haha.then amaths.still cant get the whole topic into my head.jen dont too.sigh..had CME next.ms ros got the new seating arrangement.as in the layout.not the changes yet.went with steph to 2/2 cos we had something to tell our junior.then ate toblerone.m tan gave it to us cos it was her last day.sigh.hope she comes back.haha..the bell rang.but i was still helping mr ros.gee.but melissa came up alr.haha.so she waited and waited..and i had to settle my council stuffs.and she waited and waited again.haha..then i found out she was late for ACES.haha.then we went down.and i had to look for mr tan.she went with me again.haha.excuses melissa!!opened up the noticeboard and went to meet up with my juniors.waited for real long for dawn.then we just got the juniors to print out the pictures.and i helped dawn to check the classes.haha.audrey didnt want to go with me,so i got melissa to help.well.she wanted to go home.nice melissa.haha..she la.told her my bag was heavy and she insisted of bringing to around.so ended up leaving it in her class.haha..went home with her after that.got home and bathe.went out at 5.10.gee! i was freaking early la.sigh.so waited at cityhall for 15mins before i took the train to orchard.haha..met up with my cousins.went for the zpop concert@indoor.i got my orange juice again!it was great man!haha..but i was too tired when harlem came out.haha.but managed to stay awake for jolin's turn.haha..then my cousin fetched us back.sorry!i was asleep throughout the whole ride la.from indoor to bukit panjang and back to upp east coast.haha..went to bed straight.couldnt take much.

i think fridays are seriously the days when i get home at 12am..last friday went with phebs,kim,val and melissa to macs after La Passion and got home at 12 plus.and yesterday went for the zpop concert and got home at 12 too.gee!

today:
woke up only at 1.15pm.haha..watched teevee and had brunch.and now here i am.going to take out all my work after this.yay! my dad's back.didnt see him for more than a week.he came back on thursday but i didnt see him.haha..supposed to go back to school to fix the noticeboard.but kv cant make it.then we decided to just finish the pasting of photos on monday.haha..

yupps.homework time.but i guess its more of stoning time eh?

i guess that picture in my phone..is the only thing that motivates me to not give up, even at the toughest point..

2006-07-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

decided to change the layout once i find a nice one.haha.

i miss her okay.i guess its more of in the deep deep end of my heart where i miss her.seriously,i guess i'm used to not seeing her for days so i dont feel anything about it.haha.heard from wanyee she called today.but i wasnt home yet.gee..WHY??i want to talk to her..her internet will only be up 3 weeks l8r.i think thats when her school starts.sigh..she hasnt reply any of my emails yet.sigh..ahh!!WHY??no internet cafe around?feel a gush of hot air in my throat..

La Passion was great last weekend.haha..wait,did i blog about it.well.who cares.even if i did,i shall just say it again.haha..was a great success.PM, YOU DID IT AGAIN!!haha..i like the flying part most.hmmm..that'll always remind me of melissa wanting to climb up the stairs to the fly gallery.haha!!everyone did well for the show!yay!!loving orange juice a lot now..haha.dont ask why.just love it.haha...

some stuffs happened on saturday which really upset me..i just wanted to be safe about it.but maybe my opinion on that isnt really needed..

this house is only left with me,my sister and my mum for this whole week..feel so weird.and empty.it was never like that before..this place used to be a place where everything happy and sad happens..even if the house seems big,it just need the 5 of us to make it crowded..but it nno longer is.the feeling and atmosphere is no longer there..nothing can make everything the same again.believe it or not.i regretted not cherishing it in the past.isnt it always like that?we only cherish and realise its importance when we lose it.haha..i guess i'm that type of person.i took it for granted.everything..i know it.but i left it alone.i guess that picture in my phone..is the only thing that motivates me to not give up..even at the toughest point..

will miss you...

2006-07-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

hmm.decided to update again.haha.things going to be much more complicated for me.but i've alr promised her i'll cope with it.i can do it!

today:
lessons as usual.was looking all over the school for ppl after school with mel.its tiring ok.haha.didnt find them in the end.sigh.so wasted our time.then.i went around looking for my sister la.walao.ended up finding her opp school.grr..went over to bugis to meet my older sister.she wanted to bring us to take the hot air balloon.met her and lindsey.went to get some stuffs first.then we went to the field.but guess what!bad weather so cannot fly.ahh!!went back to bugis.walk walk a while.then left to meet my parents at siglap's thai express.haha.yummy yumm yum.was so full..gee.saw ms janice lim.haha.well.i was wearing school uniform.so wells..got back home and started with my hw.haha..just bathe.

she's leaving tmr..i know i cant stop you from going as much as i want to.but i decided to just leave things to be this way since if you leave,you'll have a better life in the future..i'll take care of things here.i'll cope with my life..and take over your job.everything will be fine.take good care of yourself okies.rmb to update me when you can.god bless you. (:

going to collect my specs either tmr or thursday.hhaha..she chose it for me!well.i chose the colour and she chose the pattern. (: will miss her tons when she leaves.. ):

TEEVEE!!

2006-07-07T22:50:00.000+08:00

haha.i dont feel like blogging at all.but decided to just make a shorty post.haha.been busy this whole week.with rehearsals,meetings and proposals.so sick and tired la.tomorrow's SYF in the heartlands.have to reach tampines mall at like 11am?sigh..i dont know what to blog about alr.haha..

went for MOE excel today with val and su-an.but phebs didnt join us.went to bedok view sec.val's mummy fetched us there.haha.but before that.my darling sister came to take my books home for me.such a sweetie pie.haha.had lotsa fun.well,with the teachers la.haha..me and val kena this lady.got scolded by her.aiya.dont want to repeat myself.heck her la.went back only at 6pm.cos did both shifts.yeayea..my darling sister came to fetch me again.haha.then i went home to wash up and went out again.met up with my cousins and get tics for a concert.haha.80plus.yea.student discount.haha...went for a late dinner.had half of the mixed basket at yoshinoya.chit chatted a lot.abt secondary school days.haha.well.theirs.all those punishments and fun.haha..then we went home.took train.and we continued talking and talking.haha..so much fun.haha..here i am.haha..shall go watch teevee..I MISS MY TEEVEE!!didnt watch for so long la.haha..

council investiture + prefects training

2006-07-01T21:41:00.000+08:00

hello!haha.investiture was yesterday.after st anthony's feast day mass.haha.hmmm.the whole investiture was quite alright.haha.went through the pictures just now.everyone was so serious during the pledge la.haha!yes.it was meant to be solemn.but wells.haha..so cute lo.went for a reception.took quite a lot of pics.and one with ms thanabal for the year book.i'm kinda obscene.haha..cos of my skirt.hiak hiak!!was so tired yesterday.so decided to cab home again.yes.again.got home at around 3.45.unpacked my things and washed up.felt so sticky.was pratically perspiring while wearing that blazer.it looks really nice.but well.its very warm wearing that.haha..so washed up.i knew i couldnt do any work.so i went to bed.slept from 4 to 8.didnt want to wake up when my sister woke me at 8.but i still did.haha.had packed chicken rice for dinner.wonders why my mummy didnt cook.went to do my bio quiz.which is due today.had some revision.watched some videos from youtube.then went to sleep again at 11.haha..

woke up at 7am today.had to reach school at 0730 for prefects training.more of a bonding session.haha.had a few usual icebreakers.they came up with a new game.that wartime.haha.so cute.my group lost.so we had to do forfeit.by writing prefects rocks with our butts.we did it.haha..found it stupid but we lost.so yuppie.haha..then had a few other games.cant remember although it happened today.had macs for lunch again.sigh.haa.frippiat joined our group.oh btw!my group is called CHRYSTAL.haha.be honoured chrystal.haha..my group was filled with sec2s besides myself.and yongcai.but she left at 11 to do a project.then fripps joined my group.and maxine came during lunch and she joined me too.haha..had blindman's bath.was kinda sick.cos they put things on your face and hands.haha..before that.citra came.taught us a new game.that name game-cum-concentration game.haha..so funny.i couldnt do it.then she taught us a cheer for prefectorial board.i got it.haha.gee..guess what.dont know who's that pig.went around spreading my nick.gee...now the whole prefectorial board knows it.sigh..supposed to be within the ex-co.so embarrassing la.haha.but wells..the skit was cancelled in the end.had a lot of icebreakers at the end again.sang many songs.haha.well.the council members are practically all getting sick.hmmm..we had lots of fun right!haha..i think the new council is very well respected.goodie good.haha..went home with xyne.went to move some chairs first though.hmmm..then went took 14.haha.but alighted at tanah merah and my parents picked my up from there.haha.they bought smart alec for me!haha..yay-ness.one thing i must say.even though bird's nest is really good and expensive,i'm really sorry but i dont like it.its me.i dont like a lot of things.sorry mummy..hmmm.trying to do as much hw i can.gonna leave monday aside to meet up with yiggie they all to do hw+discuss our proposal.yummy yum..

school starts

2006-06-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

okie.school started.well.at least it started right.haha.the first thing was that our new co-form came.mrs adeline cheong.she's nice.haha.i guess.at least patient.heard some bad news.but i guess..everything will go on fine again..social studies today.everyone was so worried la.haha..but she just layed her rules again.cos we had a new student.yup.guess what.i kinda had fun in her class.HAHA!hmmm..mrs loh started talking during afternoon assembly.well.more n the usual stuffs.

had lunch with kim,dawn and jo.met tiff and mel so we joined them.had mushroom and cheese again.hhaha..jo and dawn was so sweet.haha.they went to get bubble tea for us.yummy yum yum..i had pearl milk tea.my fav.went back for cca at 3.guess what?none of our presidents came today!only emilia came.haha..our 4th president.did a lot of duty lists today.made some calls.didnt want to.but mr quek insisted.got the hang of it.haha.but still stuttered at the last call.oh wells..haha..

back from ex-co camp

2006-06-21T16:40:00.000+08:00

back.haha.had lotsa fun during the camp although it was only 2 days.shall update a bit on it.

day 01:
met up in school at 8.30am.supposed to meet yiggie they all an hour before that but my daddy said he didnt want to fetch me that early.but guess what.before we left house,he asked me why i didnt wake him up earlier!haha.saw tiffy then some other few.went to the hall to look for yiggie.then went over to av theatrette.had a game.then went over to mph2 cos there wasnt any air-con at the av theatrette.ice breakers first.fun-ness.haha..then we had theory.and then,theory again.haha..we had a total of 4 meals that day.quite usual for a schoo camp.the tea time was great.haha.couldnt eat for dinner.at night,we had something like csi.haha.elisabeth and jane said me and tiffy got the most clues.haha.yay!so fun la.haha..perspired a lot.hmmm..slept in the hall that night.was very warm.mosquitoe bites.kept waking up.

day 02:
had breakfast.everyone was too tired.council members came.theory.halfway through,mrs lee brought us[new ex-co] out to teach us about coaching.then went back to join the group.had lunch next.then we had a ppt presentation by all the councils.then we did a survey and went home.haha.ended camp 3 hours earlier.called my dearest sister.so couldnt join yiggie and jingyin they all for captain ball.

came home.couldnt sleep at first.so i decided to just start on my hw.but my brain was just not working.thats for ss.haha.went down for teevee.fell asleep.mummy came home at 7.she started banging the door.haha..and i woke up.by the way,i was sleeping on the couch.she bought dinner cos there was only two of us.didnt have much appetite.so i went to bed.set an alarm on my phone at 9pm to wake up to do my work.but when the alarm rang,i was so tired that i did something stupid.haha.i thought it was my clock.so i started banging it.but its like only a few mins later that i found out it was actually my phone.went back to bed.hehe..woke up at 11thirty today.so i slept for 16hours.haven slept for so long for a long time.guess that wont happen when school starts.sigh..after brunch,did my emaths.hehe!did a lot.left with a chapter and 4 questions which i didnt know how to do.and my half of my ss.haha!thats all i'm left with my holiday hw.but i still have a compo to write.sigh. =( nevermind, i still have 4 days to do them.haha!!yay..

thankies for the camp,i really did enjoy myself. =D

yet again..

2006-06-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

another shopping spree again!haha..well.didnt buy much stuffs.was mainly getting birthday presents.haha..went out with audrey to look for skirts.haha..yea.audrey's starting to look for skirts.haha.walked around the whole of marina umpteen times for 4 whole hours.could actually remember which shop is located.audrey ended up buying a tank top and a ripcurl pencil case.well.its a tin case.i got presents for kim,dawn and nicole.haha.i'm such a sweetie to get them presents.haha!not sure if they would love it.but i hope they do.ok.i'm siao now.haha..audrey got me an adidas pouch kinda thing.i'm still thinking if i should use it as a pencil box a not.cos that was the reason for buying it.haha..audrey saw this bag.designed to put a soccerball in.haha.so cute.its fifty-five dollars.that was nett.no discount.sigh.so she's still thinking about it.haha..went to bdk ntuc to meet my family.got a ride home.haha..my feet hurts.sigh.feel so lousy.okie.need to make a call now.bye!

a message for you...

2006-06-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

even though it is really hard on you,you know that you have to hang on..remember what i said yesterday?its up to him whether or not he wants to open up to you to talk about the incident.at this point in time,you can only wait and pray.but i guess he didnt want to tell you because he knew that you would be worried.as what you told him,you're sick and tired of always getting phone calls about him getting into trouble.maybe he knew that he was really irritating you over those calls,thats why he didnt tell you.we dont know why he did all those things today.maybe it was of a reason we dont know and we might never know..but you must remember this,he might be facing some problems like maybe peer pressure.we know who he hangs out with.maybe he just wanted you to be there for him..silently.keep telling him that you are there for him,the one he can turn to for help.keep praying this moment,cos i believe that He will give you strength to continue hanging on,to save that man.and i also believe that He will save him from all the troubles he's having.dont worry.just lift up your troubles to Him.He will not abandon you to solve the problems yourself.He's always there..

shopping spree!!

2006-06-01T21:17:00.000+08:00

had lotsa fun today.by shopping.haha!!yummy yum yum.went to marina square with my dearest sisters today.my mummy gave me two hundred.heh.went over to suntec's pc show first cos my sister needed to get some stuffs.my sister knew that my and my younger sister were bored with all those electronics so she got us to wait for her outside or shop first.well.i decided to bring my sister to starbucks to get a drink first.wanted to get the banana frap but dont know if my sister likes it.so i got our all-time fav,blended mocha.although its very ordinary.i still love its taste.haha.then we started walking around suntec with the drink.well.my dearest sister got a shoe which always has prob.so went to get her plasters.still limping but wells.went to many shops.but didnt see anything nice.hahha..decided to go to topshop in the end.found 2 nicey tops.but when i was looking for my size for the 2nd piece,my older sister called and asked us to meet her at the bridge cos she got a supee heavy printer.oh wells.so went to meet her and off to the carpark to put the printer in the car.SHOPPING TIME!!haha..went to pure milk first.cos my younger sister wanted to look at the shirts there.got 2 pieces for her.and a door hanger for free gift.haha..then we went to a few shoe shops.butmy older sister couldnt find anything.went to fox next.my younger sister and i got a top each.haha!then we went over to zara.guess what.i spent less than 10mins and i found myself holding onto like 5 tops.haha..went to try them on and bought 4 of it.haha.that was 96 dollars.well.cos of a top which i bought,went over to mango to get a tube.tried on one of the jeans too.but the size was a little big and time was up soon.so didnt get the jeans.bought the top.10dollars gone.haha..then we went to miss selfridge.found my jeans!86dollars gone.haha..went home in the end cos my sister had tuition at seven thirty.but we found out that the teacher changed the time on our way home.but anyways,my mummy wanted us back for dinner.grilled salmon plus fish soup.yummy.haha..ok,the total expenditure of the day is 221dollars.haha.spent so much.hmmm..not gonna spend so much any time soon.like duh right.haha..fun-ness.yay!but there's something which i've yet gotten.my mp3 speaker.sigh..saw one.but it was not for sale when i saw it at the pc show.wanted to go creative shop@marina but no money.haha..i over shot.had to use my sister's card at zara.oh wells.i think the next time when we'll be going out together again will be a year later? sigh....

being hurt deeply...

2006-05-30T21:56:00.001+08:00

hello.new post again.haha..stayed at home today.nothing much happened.well.went to school today.cos of geog tutorial.haha..well.its kinda like i wasted my time there.sigh..i wore my nike shoes and steph weore her converse shoes.haha..then we saw some peeps at the canteen and we like ran off la.haha..hmmm..after tutorial,we started loitering around.kept walking pass bubble tea shop cos we couldnt decide wherther or not to get a drink.then we went over to the playground.yay!well..cos there's only the both of us,it wasnt of much fun.haha..so we left.wanted to just go home.but i wanted to go to the bubble tea shop to get a drink for my sister who was still sleeping soundly at home.haha..well.we didnt get the drink from bubble tea shop.went over to the coffeeshop in the end.got a teh for my sister and steph got one for herself.i didnt know she wanted to add ice.so we walked back again.haha..so lame la.and janey had to hold on to my bag.hmmm..wanted to cab home but saw my younger sister so i decided to just take a bus home with her.haha..meowmeow!

yi ge huang yan, bu guan bian de you duo me jing xi, ta zhong jiu hui bei chai chuan de.
er dang zhe ge huang yan bei chai chuan de shi hou, dui fang de tong ku shi ren bu neng xiang xiang de...
[adapted from a show which i'm currently watching.]
well.i agree with the quote cos its like when a lie is broken,it'll hurt the person deeply.even though truth hurts at times, it is still better than being kept in the dark and be hurt deeply later..

being hurt deeply...

2006-05-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

my days..

2006-05-29T00:22:00.000+08:00

just saw my dashboard and found out that is has been 10 days since i last updated.haha..oki.its 11.shall update about those which i can remember. =)

tuesday 23rd may:
had classrm cleaning.i was assigned to do arranging tables with shaf and mavis.we did quite fast.so we started slacking.haha..did corrections for socia studies.quite ok la.haha..uh.then had lunch with steph and deborah.we crapped a lot la.spent like 45mins just to finish my main.haha..then stayed back for SAC idol rehearsals.on duty.quite rushed.the sound system bad again.its usual.haha..

wednesday 24th may:
supposed to have cca.but had to go for rehearsals again.went late cos we were slow.haha..well.had lunch with deborah again.this time with sam too.the sound system cropped up again halfway.heard that cca wasnt exactly having a session cos like.mr yeo wasnt there?he cam up to help us.haha..incompetent us.but the sound system IS bad!new lapels cant work.sigh..

thursday 25th may:
the rehearsal was supposed to end at 3.30pm.but then.it didnt.it only ended rightbefore the show started.so its like we had to get ppl to eat at different times.mac's again.took my burger but i only ate it during the show at 9plus.haha..steph took hers before the show.hmmm..was quite alright.hellven rocks!haha..esp that drum guy.haha!!things hapened after the show. =( mummy came to fetch me cos val and i were too tired to go blk 85.

friday 26th may:
results day.did my patrolling for 2nd floor for 1st shift.was doing classes 4/1 to 4/4.rushing and rushing.was misunderstood.i did my job at the same time ok!dont malign me.i was settling important stuffs.try putting yourself into my shoes and you'll understand.but well.i thought about it.maybe i didnt explain clearly enough what i was doing and she was panicking.fought with someoneover some stupid stuffs.aiya.its totally so rubbish ok.waste of my time only.got back my report book at 8 instead of 7.supposed to be ms ros who would be speaking to my mum but it was ms juliana instead.its alright.haha.she didnt say anything bad. =) failed 2 subjects.ms ros,you should have written a longer remark!haha..didnt finish my tuition hw so couldnt have tuition.he didnt sound happy over the sms.so i decided to do it.at least as much as i could.when i finished my 2nd chapter,i found out it was alr 12plus.haha..then i wasnt tired so decided to just finish everything.finally finished them at 2am.sms-ed him.but he had plans alr.so tuition on sunday.

saturday 27th may:
hmmm..nothing much actually.woke up at 1plus.haha..just in time to watch my favourite show.val,its not devil beside you.haha.its the channel 55 show.cos i forgot devil beside you was on at 1.but watched it after my show ended.that was for 5mins.haha..then i did my hw.well..amaths holiday hw.anyone finished?i did!haha..and i finished up my amaths mye corrections.thankies mrs lim for you guidelines. =) went out for dinner with my grandparents at rama thai.its not nice at all la.sigh..and its supee ex.came home and i finished my work.

sunday 28th may:
woke up earlier.cos tuition.slept late last night so its like i cant wake up when my alarm clock rang.haha..after tuition.totally slacked la.kept watching tv..hmmm..then went out.eastpoint!haha..went to popular.met amanda.hmmm.got a new book!!yay!plain truth by jodi picoult.but need to finish up audrey's first.hehe..just love jodi picoult's book.wish i can read faster.my parents are wlling to buy me those books.but i thought aboutit.finish those which i have first then buy the rest.haha..went to sakae for dinner.finally we spent 300plus within 2months to sigh up for their vip card.haha..went over to ntuc after dinner.got kitkat.the one with cherry blossom flavoured kitkat pack.it has got the cherry blossom kitkat and a original and a polo sweet.they had a hp pouch for free gift.i took it.quite nice.haha..i dont like the taste but my sisters like it.haha.so i ended up taking the original one and they took the cherry blossom one.hmmm..started doing my chem hw which my tuition teacher gave.haha..only did half.then i decided to blog.hmmmm..shall go sleep now and continue tmr.haha!!bye. =D

i love ivana!

2006-05-17T20:33:00.000+08:00

haha. thankies for helping me to do the poster for karvoon! =) shall give you a nicey treat.haha!!

hmmm..getting back our results real soon.i know my emaths results alr.as in paper 1.quite ok.expected even better in the first place.but i shall work harder for the next! =)haha.. hmmm..

cca has benn quite alrights.been playing lots of games.haha.well for today, managed to teach the juniors the smaller sound board.yupps.everyone thinks the bigger one is better.haha.i feel so too! but wells.still have to wait for mr arman to change back.then we played double wacko again!haha..i got sprayed.at the last game. I GOT SPRAYED!grr..deborah's fault.haha..but it was alrights.hmmm..now vexed up over my ss corrections.dont feel like bothering la.but..grr..shal1 see first.

whee!!

2006-05-06T20:44:00.000+08:00

i bought a new watch! haha.. orange puma watch. =D i was looking for it quite crazily at CK tangs.haha.cos the whole level was selling watches and sports stuffs.then happened to see pema having this soccer table competition.yup.then i turned and i saw the display watches.and they had my watch!haha..yummy..its 148.more ex than my fossil watches.but i love it. =) my daddy just bought it for me.yay! thankies!muacks.hmmm..then had to fill up this soccer match form.so lame la.my daddy decided to go with my cousin.hah!but i wont be able to watch..cos its like on theday i'm going for tj's cb concert.haha..and i saw a really nice nike bag!its the new saeson one.haha.white as its base and purple as its lining for the word nike.and a bit of yellow.love it to bits.preferred the longer version.its cheaper than the normal version.sixty plus.but my mummy dont want to get it for me. sigh.cos no sale.ahh!nevermind shall wait for a much nicer one.oh and i saw puma's merge project with ferrari.their shoes.quite alrights.but i still like the jacket!haha..yummilicious.haha..

*there are people in this world who mean to hurt you but there are also those who get hurt because you are hurt..

life's full of ups and downs...

2006-04-29T14:10:00.000+08:00

kind of like decided..i'll take up the position..hopefully jingyin gets in. =) then things wont be that bad after all.cos val's in too.haha..well..if i really cant take the thing..i can drop out..that was what i heard.maybe God planned my life to be this way.so i'll cherish my time better and plan it better so i'll enjoy my life better and ya.sigh..when investiture comes..i guess my sister is going off soon too..really hope she'll come.i know she wont want me to be in..cos i still appear to be playing a whole lot and neglecting my studies..she wants me to put my academics first and everything else after that..i dont know.but i've decided that if my academics are falling worse, i'll give it up..yupps.i'm gonna miss her loads..why leave on that day?sigh..i was actually really happy when i heard i got in.but..nevermind..my sister came last year for my investiture..really really hope that this year's investiture comes before she leaves.. =)

jingyin!we must get into all 3 investitures alright! i've alr gone through one.w'll be waiting for your surprise. =)

i dont know what to do..

2006-04-23T21:46:00.000+08:00

tmr's the results day for me..still thinking of whether or not to give up.its not of much impact to me now like last time..cos of my academics..i admit i want that position la.but i'm worried i cant cope.its between the 3 of us who would be in.at most the 2 of us can be in.and i'm worried i'll be the one who wont be in.and i'm also worried that i'll be the person who'll be in.i dont know la.i'm tired.thought of giving it up..but some peeps told me not too..i wont say here what they told me la.cos its quite bhb..but yiggie told me not to give it up cos its better than prefects..i thought so too..i've thought of what to say tmr but wells.i guess whether or not i'll give it up will come only tmr.i still want to know what the rest of them think of my performance.i know it quite bad la.but well..still worried..

*please give me strength to go through that period of time tmr...

ss caj's driving me crazy!

2006-04-20T19:29:00.000+08:00

haha.caj..need to do 5.ha.hmmm..i managed to finish all the summary.but now come the personal response..250 words each.meaning 1250 words..ahh!haha..kinda finished my geog..quite alright.just couldnt do 2 question.haha.hmmm..this shall be a short post.shall post again tmr. =)

sigh..

2006-04-18T19:36:00.000+08:00

sigh.. having something like a curfew now..cant stay back after school to study anymore.. =( cos of some stuffs which happened. sigh..not my fault.whenever i say i study,i do ok!argh.nevermind.now my sister fetches my home.then when i finish my work,i cand sleep alr.its all over.nevermind alr.just gonna leave it.did some subject plannings.yupps.during uh..physics.haha.while mr quek were looking for ppl to hand up hw.hmmm..having problems with amaths now.i tihnk my physics is getting better alr. yay!haha..ss too.just need to continue memorising the facts into my head.haha..now i need to dstudy bio and chemistry badly.sigh.hmmm..

i really wanna move up like more to the front of the class.but still sitting with jennifer.but ms ros dont allow.haha..cos she knows i'll talk to jennifer.haha.its either we stay at our seats of we're separated.haha.so we decided to continue sitting there.still want to move up though but i wont blame ms ros for not moving us up.haha..hmmm..

meowmeow!!haha..i love meowing!!haha..getting lame alr.tired..thought tuition's gonna start earlier today but he decided to have it at usual time.meaning no extra time to sleep alr.could have slept at 9!but now..10..sigh.slept at 10 yesterday and i nearly fell asleep during lesson.but took the mocha chocolate chrystal gave this morning.haha.then i gave my diary milk chocolate to jennifer.haha.yummy yummy..had it during physics so mr quek allows.haha..hmmm..

oh!my sister gonna give me a vodka treat later.hehe.after my tuition.yay!haha..last time i took it was from..uh..ivana?took a little only.hehe..it was only 8%alcohol.shh!!then my sister gonna give me the one with 40%alcohol.absolute vodka.yummy yum yumm..haha.my daddy bought it.like i have one myself just that i didnt open it.hehe.yupps.

shall continue studying alr.haha.amaths.sigh.but i shall learn it. =)

screwed up life

2006-04-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

hmmm..gonna go over to genting tmr.haha.uh.to be exact.its like later.haha..hmmm..cushed my hw.finished ss and emaths. =D dont know how to do amaths.then gonna bring my geog mindmap over to do.haha.i guess i'm gonna do it.dont wanna get into trouble.hehe..

today.nothing much happened today.lessons went on as usual.ms chan took up our gy lessons again.she's depriving us of growing years lesson man.thats the only time when teh dearest class can relax a bit.but she took it up fo her geog lesson.its ok if she wnats to take up la.but guess what.she's asking for 2 tutorials next week.for 1 and a half hours each.and on saturday,we're going back again.sat is for those who wants la.i shall just go.so i can focus more on ss at home. =) hmmm..lets hope ms lim forgives 3/8 soon.i admit our class is like do freaking cant be bothered lo.sigh.when can the class be really in the study mood?sigh..hope that day comes really soon.dont wish that that day will only come when o's are near.its too late.
quite worried for ms ros.sigh..quite tired of the way the class works..

anyways.mrs joseph doesnt allow the class to keep the hamsters anymore. =( unless all of us bring home our books.quite crazy actually.but wells.they decided to give aways the hamsters.sigh..will kinda miss them.but what can we do?no choice right.unless the class's like gonna bring back all their books.quite impossible.

hmmm..i chose to not bother abt that thing anymore unless it gets worse.sigh..it gets inot my head really easily..shall try to stop myself from thinking abt it.yupps..my life is still so screwed up..

looking for her..

2006-04-12T16:50:00.000+08:00

AZZAHRA JAN!where are you?can you come and save me now?

sigh..now at khad's house doing the chemistry project.with dearest JIALIN.well.and my BELOVED mavis..li-anne left early cos of some stuffs.hmmm..feel like a bum now.dont feel like doing but i shall cos IDIOT JIALIN trying to be funny.haha..hmmm..shall blog tmr. =)

easter's next week!

2006-04-08T23:07:00.002+08:00

HA! I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK! uh..actully not all la.haha..left with my amaths fys.uh the trial test and uh..emaths.hehe.dont know how to do the last part.finished most of my hw.even the emaths fys due on thursday. =D

guess what. i actually bother to go to school today just to hand in my retarded geog caj.haha..so stupid.then i went over to the locker to get supossedly 1 book but came back with like what..5 books?haha.went over for chinese tuition.had a bad headache.i think i'm gonna have a fever soon.sigh..whats to be done?i dont know.

gonna study with audrey tmr at the airport.beve might be coming too. =D i'm gonna do my amaths revision.on logs too. :) there's log test on monday.jie..its logarithmn in case you dont know.not the tree logs.haha..yupps.i think quadratic function is easy.haha.i'm going crazy soon.yay! no cca and tutorials next week!!yay! oh guess what.i'm going over to m'sia on friday.haha.till sunday.hmmm..relax.dont exactly wanna go cos exams ould be starting on the week i come back.but wells.if i tell my mummy now that i dont want to go,she would most probably not allow.nvm.shall study hard hard before i go. :) haha..i'll try my best to. i'm not in any position to ask you whats happening..but i hope that you'll remember that i'll be here for you whenever you need me :)

sigh..gonna have double eyelids soon.haha.waiting for my mp3 player to be fully charged so i can bring him out tmr to study with me.haha.this is retarded.haha..lame! its gonna take very long.had enough blog-hops le.haha..its easter next week! can i have a choco egg? :)

2006-04-08T23:07:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHAD! =)

2006-03-30T18:47:00.000+08:00

dont know what to blog abt actually.haha.just finished my ss project.hehe!!hmmm..so now i'm left with..uh..amaths tb questions, english summary and geog wb.muahaha!!then i can watch tv alr. =D

today..day went on quite fine.haha.after school wanted to go for ice-cream@haagen daz with ivana and ms ros.but ms ros had to do her final checks for the sec 4 mid-year emaths paper.so she cant come.so we're going on tuesday.haha.yay!!then gonna walk walk.days passing by really fast.today's khad's birthday.haha.HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHADIJAH!!haha.hmmm.gonna celebrate it at her place on sat.her mummy's cooking.yay!haha..hmmm..need to collect my jeans@mango before going over.yupps.haha.new jeans..yay!haha.

you really hurt my feelings at times whenever you speak to me.you dont care abt how i really feel.i'm like you,a person with feelings and blood flowing below my skin.you dont wish to get hurt.i dont wish too.but you words really hurt me a lot..when can we get back to the past..like how we used to be..happily laughing together?i think that'll never happen ever again in our lives.....

my advice to you...

2006-03-29T22:07:00.000+08:00

yay! finished half of my ss project alr! haha.i just need to find more things to add in.haha.hmmm..today..the day went on quite fine.haha.hmmm..had cca today..nothing much la.they passed over the leadership alr.haha.hmmm..expected those peeps.well.wanted to blog today despite it is alr time for me to sleep cos of my dearest..friend.haha.

hey.its up to you if you want to continue your friendship with her like that.if you feel that at times she disappoints you yet at times make you hapy is enough,just loeave the matter alone.but one thing i can really see is that.you cherish the friendship you have with her.since so,you should tell her how you're really feeling.otherwise you'll just be suffering alone in silence.there may be times when things will not work out and you two would just end up in fights..that way,it'll cause your friendship with her to fall apart.i'll only be able to advise what to do.the rest is up to you to decide how you want to face and react to it alright.i'll be here when you need and even when you just want to chat with me. =)

[friends are those who are willing to lend you a listening ear no matter if the problem is good or bad,big or small.they are also willing to spend some time down with you just to listen to what you have to say,even if its actually what you feel and think.thats how friends become closer and understand each other better.]

projects piling up..

2006-03-28T19:40:00.000+08:00

sigh..so many projects.ahh..ss project..i've yet typed it out.haha..now i've another one which is due tmr.and here i am using the computer.haha.clever me.cdc project.its more of task.haha.enable more ppl to be interested in the recycling project.sigh..its a difficult one.i've come up with an idea alr.its just that i'm having trouble with the content..sigh..ahh!!tmr morning..how am i supposed to finish by then?i sahll and i will. hehe..

today.the day went on really okay.i'm down for parents night this friday!haha..yay!!anyways.then after school,went to get the key to get the toolbox for the class to fix the shelve in my class.yingying said i could use take it. so good.but.i had trouble opening the damn door.stupid door.they should just repair it la.it belongs to pm and no one in pm knows how to open it.so i had to ask paulyn to help.she only managed to turn the lock once.then got stuck again.so she got me to go look for mr arman.then i went down to look for him.i failed to.cae back and i found paulyn missing.i waited and waited.then i saw mr arman.he asked me why i needed to open the door.i told him that i needed the toolbox.then he asked me why i needed it.i told him i needed to take some tools to do the shelve.then he went towards the door and asked me.when was it that we are allowed to take tools belonging to cca for personal use?i was like uh..i came up with the idea.then he managed to open the door and was just holding on to it.he refused to allow me to take it.then i was like my senior allows me to take it.then he said i'm sorry but i cant let you take it and he just closed the door and locked it.i was like.what the hell?i ran up and down with ppl waiting for me in class for 45 mins and when the door is finally open,here you tell me that i cant have the damn box.the box belongs to pm alright!yingying alr allowed me to take it.i'll make sure that everything i take from the box will still be there when i returned.but what you're telling me now is like i'm an irresponsible girl who cant be trusted over some tools.its like if i want to borrow things,i'll make sure i'll return everything.he didnt know how much time i've wasted.i know i was wrong to use cca's things for personal use.but i just needed to fix a shelve.i ran around just to look for him and in the end,he says i'm sorry i cant lend them to you and shut the door right in front of my face.did he know how i felt?running around like a fool around the school and not getting what i needed in the end.argh!

forget it.i'm wrong alright.i admit it.after the stupid thing,i went with shaf to do our ss prject.haha.we didnt.just that we edited the research.cos she did the research,i'll do the whole brochure.yupps.then went home.

i guess i wont be doing the project today.gonna like do it tmr.cos i'm gonna do the cdc project today.then if i finish on time,i'll do either the project or the essay.yupps.gonna start on the task alr.byes. =)

whee!!

2006-03-26T16:50:00.000+08:00

my life's getting better alr.haha.
at beve's house now.studying.haha.
am i studying?i dont know too!haha.
oh wells.amaths and bio test tmr.ahh.
death awaits me.
gonna cut hair later. =D
hmmmm...this place is freezing..haha.
beve is cold-blooded.thats why she can stand the cold.haha!

trying to put all my friendship problems aside alr.
its time for me to be able to take things by my stride and pick myself up no matter how hard the problem would be.thinking too much and too hard abt them would only make myself suffer even more.so i shall choose the path of just ignoring things which can still wait.i need to focus on my studies now.the red marks in my progress card must go down by the next term.which has alr started for a week.sigh.i guess right now,i need to chase after time..so i can actually relax more..yupps.

2006-03-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

i guess this blog has more or less became my venting anger place.haha.

well.i dont know what happened.but we just seemed drifted apart.even someone else asked me if anything had happened between the both of us.i guess its because of all the friendship problems i had with other ppl which made me more and more reluctant to do the initiative moves anymore.i'm really tired of always being the one who takes the initiative to talk to my friends alr.why is it that whenever you guys go out,i'm always left out?i dont know why.its like..i'm no longer in the clique we used to be.maybe its just what i'm feeling.but..someone else tells me what i'm feeling too.to be frank,i've been feeling this since a really long time ago.but i guess i didnt want to face reality that we did drift apart..am i to just sit here and wait for you to take the initiative move or am i supposed to make the initiative move like all the other friendships i did?can you tell me what to do?i'm really tired..

its been confirmed that my sister will be leaving for perth on the 10th of july 2006.ahh..i dont want her to leave..life will totally be different when she leaves.there will be someone lesser to dote on me.someone lesser who will listen to me and give me advices.someone lesser who'll understand me and tries to speak up for me.even if there's such thing called the web cam,it'll still be different.the room next to mine will be empty.the bed will remain untouched for a year..i'll miss the girl who'll forever be dicturbing and pissing me off.the girl who'll always be nagging at me.i know i hadnt cherished her enough.i will. from now on.will you please try to come back on your 21st birthday?i really want to celebrate for you.and i'm willing to save up the money to get you an air-ticket...

last day of school

2006-03-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

yay!finally this day has come.i can finally sleep well.sigh.just when i can finally rest,those stupid teachers want us to go back for tutorials.wth la.i need rest.you teachers need them too right?so just stay at home and sleep.please...ahh.

anyways.thank you yiggie!for that cake.i thought you were just joking can.i didnt expect you to really get it.haha.thanks and i really love it. =) but you werent there.i couldnt find any of you.sigh.we'll have it on your birthday okays?dont worry even if its during the holz.i'll get it and go to your house. =D haha.

tended sparks stall today.earned about $11+ yay!haha.so happy.after that ate the dearest cake which yiggie bought for me.=) then went off to tm with steph.guess what. no sacians there.yay!thats like so good.haha.bought something for myself.=) adidas froze.wanted to 1st one long time ago but couldnt find it.so bought this one.hehe.i only saw it like after step left.but wells.i love it.=) haha.then cabbed home.so ex la.the driver was like taking his own sweet time.sigh.

did badly this time round for progress card.gonna take this holiday to study what i dont understand.yupps.i dont wish to disappoint them again.and also dont want to disappoint meself and my dearest teacher who had such high hopes on me. =) thanks for being there for me when i needed..

finally..

2006-03-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

i guess we're alright alr.[i'm talking about someone else.not the one from my previous entry] =) finally la..haha.well.i guess we wont be like before anymore.but i really hope that things will work out better soon. =) sigh..i guess i did really badly for my 1st term progress card.sigh. i failed like 6/7 subjects?ahh..needa buck up alr.i'm really bad in geog la.who's gonna save me?i guess i'm gonna continue to mug on my geog before i really die.cos if i fail my geog,i'll fail my humans.which is equals to no jc.i haven decide where to go first but i still wanna do my best.which i tihnk i've yet done...

disappointment..

2006-02-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

i expected you to be by me when it happened.but you chose to be with her.are you still the one i know?or were you always like that?maybe i dont know you at all.maybe i mistook you for another.did i actually treat you badly that you've decided to do this to me?you didnt bother to understand what happened and the real reason why i cried.the words you said and the expression you gave me really hurt me.can you imagine me doing that to you?maybe you didnt know what you did.i just dont wish you to be the one i'm thinking now cos it would mean that you're the worst person i've ever met.understanding and standing by me was the least i expected from you and not giving me sarcastic remarks like what you did.giving you chances was the only thing i could do and what i alway do.but what you're always doing are that you took me for granted and you only come to me when you need help.you just seem to be treating me like rubbish.someone told me that you're someone who cant be trusted but i chose to not listen to her and trust you.i guess i should have listened to her because i really regretted trusting you.reason:you disappointed me again and again...

i'm back?

2006-02-19T21:10:00.000+08:00

finally.
i've decided to blog.
wanted to move it but well,i was too lazy to do it.
what can you expect from me?ha.school has been..alright?i guess..lots and lots and lots of stuffs happened within these 2 short months.all these have changed my way of looking at my life.things happened and changed me.to someone i hate.i dont like myself.i dont like the way i bring myself.i keep asking myself why.lots and lots of whys.i couldnt answer myself.therefore i've decided to start my whole life again.starting it again gave me a very refreshing feeling.it feels..totally great.it was a tough decision.because i have to think of the consequences i have to face.but now,i dont regret it at all.i'm having fun.2 days ago,i was still the girl lost,feeling numb.but right now,i'm back to the old one.=) this whole incident has made me feel more matured.how to face my problems and solve them.i feel more grown up now.

although these incidents happened,they made me realise who are my true friends.although i've found out those who betrayed me,i guess i no longer blame them.i cant stop them from backstabbing me and hating me.they are they.i cant possibly stop them from doing things i dont like.maybe ignoring their words or them is just one of the ways to make me feel happier than pondering over what they feel about me.if changing myself makes them feel happier and myself suffering,i rather choose to be myself.at least i feel good.=)

well.the old and happier huangchi is back.at least she is now.....

i'm tired..

2005-12-22T16:13:00.000+08:00

feeling very tired now after the trip.
haha.
well. i bought lotsa lotsa stuffs for myself. haha.
let me see what i got.
- 2 polo tees
- 3 long sleeve tops
- a skirt
- a jacket
- 2 bags
- a pair of slippers
- 10 pairs of socks

haha. i got lotsa stuffs.
but forgot some i think. haha.
i couldnt find presents at all la.
so i've only got souvenirs from there.
sigh. i owe ppl presents now.
what am i supposed to do? ahh..
haha.

today. woke up at 7.15am. my mummy woke me up earlier by 15mins!
did you know how much that 15mins meant to me?
haha. nvm.
heh. went to school for the rehearsal.
gotta do that uniform duty.
sigh. i wanna do ushering!
nvm. i'll do it next year. haha!!

i'm sleeping over tomorrow. so yupps.
yay! christmas dinner!
oh did i mentioned that my sister would be there tmr too?
ahh. haha.
like she's going to grapevine too. damn it.
hahas. so funny.
oh, merry christmas peeps! haha.

5 facts about myself

2005-12-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

i had to do this again. cos of jolena. bleah!

*name 5 facts abt myself
(1)i hate lilo and stitch. due to my older sister's work.
(2)i finished my maths & english holiday homework when i dont exactly have to.
(3)i missed my sister a whole lot when i was away for this thailand trip.
(4)i love pissing ppl off.haha!
(5)the only perspn who can piss me off easily is my sister. haha.

*names of those who have to do this next.
(1)JOLENA!
(2)audrey
(3)becks [you're gonna do this again]
(4)maxine
(5)chrystal. =)

oh my!!

2005-12-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

oh my!
what did my sister do sia?
oh my.
*jie! i dont like lilo and stitch!!*

anyways.
i juts cam eback from bangkok.
haha.
quite a nice trip.
i'm still in the midst of packing up. but i've decided to do it tomorrow when i come back.
cos i need to make lots of calls. haha.
i bought lotsa things but all of them are mine.
i thought i could have bought ivana's present.
but it was too not nice.
so i didnt get them.
haha.
okies. shall blog tomorrow.
bye! =)

i'm leaving..

2005-12-16T20:58:00.000+08:00

haha. just came from 7-eleven!
hehe. went to get mochi ice cream
*Jolena! haha. i got my mochi!! =)*
hmm. here i am writing my last entry before i leave. haha.
the flight tomorrow should be at 10am.
haha. so early.
yay! my daddy allows me to bring my phone! haha.
hmmm!
i need to get my luggage.
my mum haven gave me mine yet.
my room is in a big mess now. cos of the clothes. haha.
shall pack it later before i leave.
sigh.
my sister is in a bad mood..
*jie. dont be angry la.. sorry. i'll miss you! haha. all the best for your 2 papers ya? then you'll become a free birdy as you said. =)haha. god bless you!*

hmmm.
let's talk about today.
went to meet debbie, mavis, theresse, maxine and audrey@tanah merah
haha. i was late again.
i really think that i've switched personality with audrey!
she has been earlier than me everytime when i go out with her.
sigh.. i need to get back myself.
then off we went over to plaza sing.
haha.
oh! we went to get a drink. haha.
and i got teh!
haha. and i got really high. but didnt last for long.
cos i had a headache.
dearest huangchi hasnt got money.
so i didnt eat.
debbie and mavis had their choir concert so they left first.
then we went walk walk.
but we left at around 6.30
cos audrey and maxine had a band concert@tjc.
so we took train together. yupps.
then they decided to take cab from citylink cos they were already late.
cos of **
haha.
then theresse went off too cos too many peeps.
then i took train back alone.
haha.
*thanks for messaging me during the ride =)*
met soome ppl on the train.
dont really wish to mention their names here.
uh.
what else. hmmm!!
haha.
thats all i guess. heh.

//audrey. haha. sorry about your phone. =( haha.//

misses..

2005-12-16T01:19:00.000+08:00

its already 1.19am.
yet my eyes are not tired at all.
hmmm.
i dont exactly have the feeling of myself going overseas tomorrow. as in saturday.
well. i've finished packing.
lotsa things to bring but who cares?
haha.
just ate some stuffs.
haha. freaking full now.
so i've decided to list down some stuffs.

i've got a feeling i'm gonna miss lotsa things here when i'm away..
[1]i'll miss my sister pissing me off. haha.
[2]my cherish.. (my mum wont let me bring her along..)
[3]uh. my handphone. (not sure if i'll be bringing it with me.)
[4]hmmm. my lamborghini SE!! (i'll miss playing with the doors. haha.)
[5]my cosy bed. (it always bring me to sweet dreams)
[6]my teevee!! (oh my. i'll miss it loads. sigh. can i bring my teevee along mummy?)
[7]able to sleep till the sun is above my head (i'll have to wake up early..)
[8]my radio cum mirror (haha. i love starring into it)
[9]my friends.. (hmm. let me name some since i'm still so awake)
`audrey.maxine.debbie.clarissa.stephanie.rebecca.vanessa.
`jolena.ivana.mavis.paula.kaixin.abu.mich.desiy.
haha. so many peeps. but there are a lot more i guess hmmm.
[10]my tuition teacher! (haha. be honoured your name is here. haha)
[11]my mochi ice cream. (haven had it for a long time..)
[12]i'll definitely miss jingyin telling me jokes! (buahaha..)
[13]using my daddy's lappy (i've been using it for days in my room. keke!)

hmmm. thats all i can think of? oh! haha. i hope that i'll be able to meet chrystal over there! haha. she's there since yesterday. hmmm! my eyes are starting to close. but i cant sleep now. cos i'm still full! going out tomorrow with peeps to PS. hah. with less than 5 dollars? what can i do? nevermind. haha. i shall just help audrey choose her clothes. haha.

oh. i need to get christmas presents too. i'll be dead if i cant find anything. haha. cos i still have.. uh. quite a few presents?
`mavis.ivana.audrey.maxine.DEBBIE!!.steph.yiggie.bryan.valerie
oh my. so many peeps?
sigh.
what can i do?
if i cant find them on time. i shall put it on loan? haha.
what can you expect from me?
okies. i've decided to just go read a book now. haha.
shall blog tomorrow. today's a long entry sia..
*audrey!! i want tea!!*
meowmeow!!

3hours 13mins

2005-12-15T18:27:00.000+08:00

i cant believed what i did.
i actually walked aroung bugis for 2hours and sat in the teahouse for 1hour13mins.
haha. this is so incredible.
thanks to ivana tan. =)
got hendricks's present.
we took a train back and i alighted at tanah merah to go home.
mavis decided to go yamaha to get guitar picks.
ivana decided to cut her hair.
so they went over to tampines.
here i am.
thanks to my dearest sisters for willing to go tanah merah to drive me home. =)
or i would have fainted on the streets. haha.
thanks to ivana too!
*okies. i kinda regretted to take up your suggestion yesterday.
but well, i talked a lot to mavis so yupps. but i still hope you will remember your promises not like just now. bleah!*

okies. gonna rest today.
i'll be flying off on saturday and i haven start packing yet.
haha. i feel so clever!
and i need to go out tomorrow.
i promised audrey. haha.
but.. hmmm. whats gonna happen?
we'll talk about it later then..

i regretted..

2005-12-14T20:57:00.000+08:00

oh my.
i spent so much money today la.
cant believe it myself.
ahh.
i brought so much out..
ended up with twenty.
when i'm supposed to leave with about 40+
ahh.
how am i supposed to go out tomorrow?
oh man..
uh.
spent a lot on my cousins' presents.
*you guys better like it*
then uh. what else did i get?
oh my, like thats all.
wait. where did my other 5 dollars go?
ahh. i'm so sad.
//vanessa fong!// haha. you are in my wanted list. better sms me when you see this.//

hmmm. christmas dinner. grapevine. i'm dead.

''You are tagged.''

2005-12-13T19:53:00.000+08:00

1. post 5 weird/ random things about yourself.
2. at the end, list the names of 5 people who would have to do this next and leave a comment/tag, ''you are tagged'' And then tell them to read your blog for instructions.

(1) *i love sleeping
*did i say that i love my teevee loads?
*i want precious moments figurines for christmas
*i love lamborghinis! [i love the SE one in my room =)]
*i've got amnesia. [oh my. what did i just say? can you please repeat?]

(2) `Debbie!
`my older sister
`valerie Chan
`vanessa!!
`kaixin! =)

this thing is stupid la. i think i'm too bored. hahas.

i'm sorry.

2005-12-13T19:34:00.000+08:00

oh my. such a bad day.
sigh.
woke up very early.
at around 8.47am
haha.
just to sms stephanie.
*sorry. we had to change plans because of me. sorry. but thanks for the change, cos i'm feeling better now. =)*
then went back to sleep and woke up at 2pm plus.
too warm to sleep.
was perspiring in an air con room.
i'm going crazy.
hmmm.
then watched teevee.
my holiday hobby sia.
haha
then had dinner.
only had some veggie and fish.
here i am.
supposed to have tuition.
but i dont think i can concentrate ya.
*sorry. had to change tuition again. sorry for causing the quarrel between you two. i didnt know what happened. sorry.*

sigh. caused so much stupid stuffs.
ahh..
meowmeow!
i dont feel good anymore..

i'm feeling sick..

2005-12-12T19:20:00.000+08:00

feel very sick now.
actually, i woke up this morning with a sore throat.
but i still forced myself up to go swimming.
sun was good today. but i didnt want to get tanned anymore.
had lots of rides on the slide.
haha. fun!
i was like screaming cos i thought i would fly off the slide.
haha. so stupid.
but all of us had fun.
did more than 10 laps.
didnt exactly count.
cos half way through the next 10 laps, i was kinda playing.
OHH!!
i managed to sit on the ground at the 3m pool!! haha.
*audrey, quick break my record!!*
haha. came home with mavis.
wanted to lend her the full house show.
but it's with my sister's friend.
so i lent her another show. the split second one. haha.
started sneezing after that.
now my nose is freaking itchy.
although i've got money now,
i feel as if i would finish using it in no time.
ahh!
people's christmas present.
oh my. sigh..
i think i'm gonna have a fever tomorrow.
please pray for me i wont.
i cant be sick during the thailand trip.
i'm going on a shopping spree..
ahh..save me..

sigh.

2005-12-11T21:46:00.000+08:00

supposed to go get my new phone today de.
but my mum was too tired.
so we didnt.
now have to wait all the way till after christmas.
ahh!
getting panasonic VS2.
heard its a good phone. the black one looks nice.
*maxine, there's 3 colours for this phone. the white one is not pink inside*
haha.
hmmm.
going for swimming spree this week.
4 times before i fly off to thailand.
i would be flying off on saturday morning.
oh man..
my stupid cousin is going!!
he's so gonna piss me off.
damn it.
finally can get off from my sister. now here he comes.
ahhh!!
who's going to save me??
now i just wanna get my phone.
sigh..

anyways, gonna sleep early today. haha.
i need sunblock.. i dont wanna get tan anymore..

//DESMOND: Happy Birthday To You!!
although you love pissing me off, i shall still wish you happy birthday. haha.//

boo boo!

2005-12-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

went to parkway parade just now.
had sushi for dinner.
but i didnt eat much cos i was still full. haha.
went over to nike.
got this pair of shoes.
its white and purple in colour.
then went over to best denki.
got my table lamp. at last sia. haha.
and my younger sister got her standing fan.
oh, before dinner, i went to the hello! shop.
supposed to change my hp plan le.
cos it ended already.
but.
i forgot to bring my student card.
so haven change yet.
see when then go change again.
hmmm.
okays. gonna watch another show le.
byes!

stupid

2005-12-10T16:22:00.000+08:00

the ending of the show is plainly stupid.
the plot is like so good la.
and in the end, everyone dies.
so dumb sia.

woke up at around 2pm plus cos my older sister woke me up. grr.
then started watching the show.
half way through, went to get my supposedly breakfast.
had laksa. yummy yum.
only managed to finish the show like now.
sigh.
dont know if i'm going out later.
my handphone plan has ended.
but i dont know if my mum is gonna change it for me
she said she would but when would it be?
hmmm.
gonna die of boredom again. sigh.
oh ya!.
haha. i still have a show which i hadnt finished.
yes, i'm a teevee freak.
what else can you expect from me besides having tuition and watching teevee?
haha. okies.
gonna go down and watch the 4.30 channel 8 show.
my fav. haha.
watched it so many times already. =)
shall blog again later. byes!

$10

2005-12-09T20:25:00.000+08:00

i got my funkey card!
haha.
went wild wild wet today with my sisters and my neighbour{beatrice).
cos its my dearest sister's birthday.
but my older sister decided to study at bk cos of her exams.
so we went on our own.
had lotsa fun. haha.
got kicked lots of times.
what can you expect from typical s'pore kids?
and i bumped onto this uncle who just didnt wanna leave the slide after his turn.
therefore, i hurt my neck.
pitiful me..
haha.
went for dinner just now at Thai Village, Oasis.
and while waiting for the dinner.
wanyee got beatrice to eat a piece of small chilli.
then my older sister started saying that if i dare to eat the light sauce dipped in the chilli, she would be give me $5.
i did. so i got $5. haha!
then she didnt have change. so she said if i eat again, sh'll give me another $5!
haha. so in the end, i got $10!
yay!
my sister is my main sponsor for my christmas dinner.
grapevine, here i come!
haha.
=)
happy happy!
can continue saving up le.
next big present is Ivana's.
*you better appreciate it!*
haha. i cant wait to go grapevine.
*mavis tan & elizabeth jean hendricks, you better get your butt back now.*

okies. gonna continue my split second already. byes!

3:07

2005-12-09T03:07:00.000+08:00

haha. slept at 6:13am yesterday.
but i'm going out tomorrow so gonna sleep after blogging.
its already 3:07am.
continued my split second today. left with 10 vcds.
guess i'll finish soon.
muhahah!
my stupid sister is sleeping on my bed.. grr.
hmmm.
today.
i woke up at 2plus. so early lo!
wonder why. haha.
my eyes closing already.
so i shall just continue blogging tomorrow.
hahas.
nights. =)

Split second

2005-12-08T04:32:00.000+08:00

hmmm. according to my computer's clock now, its already 4:13am.
haha!
i'm still awake!
dearest maxine and audrey, this is me, huangchi, i'm still awake.
oh. mind you, i've got amnesia. i forgot TODAY is a thursday, not a wednesday.
haha. everyone's asleep now. except for some ppl. haha.
my sister just went to bed. so i had to come down and use my own pc.
grr.
oh.. what did i just say? oh! my pc..
haha.
talking to lomers/losers now.
they named themselves that! haha.
I'VE GOT AMNESIA AND I'M PROUD OF THAT!
haha. oh my. i'll be staying home today. haha.
yay! i could remember that! heh.

hmmm. watched split second a while ago.
till disc 13.
didnt feel like watching after that.
its a nice show though.
shall continue tomorrow since i have the whole day. =)
i need books.
not textbooks. just some story books.
i dont mind joke books though.
finished all the joke books i had within these few nights already.
been sleeping at 2am plus.
just that some ppl didnt believe i do.
nevermind.

what shall i do now?
happytreefriends is getting boring.
not funny anymore.
haha. i still like the eye candy one.
its gross. =)

ah ha!
i shall go dicturb ppl already.
hmm. let's see who..

2005-12-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

hallo!
went out with mavis today.
ivana tan! sigh
went bugis. shopped around the whole place including bugis village.
ended up only getting some wax for someone idiotic person.
her present damn difficult to buy la.
found a polo tee. haha. my sister got one too!
left teh place at around 4plus.
brought mavis to the video shop i always go.
*you better not lose my card!*
hmmm. then went over to tm to meet my sisters for dinner.
but i didnt eat cos of late lunch.
super tired now.
meowmeow!

//sports cca peeps//heyys! tcares during the perth trip ya? =) god bless all of you.

2005-12-07T01:17:00.000+08:00

hello. haha.
hmmm. its already 1.20am
have been sleeping only at 2am plus these days.
amnesia huh?
slacked today. watched teevee ever since i woke up. which was around 12.30?
remembered cos i missed my split seconds show. ha.
dont intend to catch every single episode already cos my dad got the vcd.
yay!
sunday. Ivana's sister's birthday. haha.
Ivana invited me, Mav, yiggie and hendricks.
oh my! i was freaking tempted by the lap pool! ha. hendricks too.
so we ended up swimming.*thanks for your shorts!*
something surprising happened but will be kept as a secret. shhh!
yesterday. went out with audrey to get my younger's sister's present.
its nice but ex sia.
but i hope she really likes it cos it's half of my weekly allowance.
tomorrow. going out with Ivana and Mavis. cos Ivana wanna cut her hair.
and i dont wanna stay home! haha.
*damn you Ivana. i shall kill you tomorrow.*

okies. shall go read my book already. nights and sweet dreams!

2005-11-30T22:54:00.000+08:00

haha!
i'm left with my chinese project and i'm done with all my homework!
YAY!
happy happy!!
decided to finish up my homework.
so i asked chrystal out today.
we went to gelare cos its the best place at siglap.
and they have this really cosy place.
quite nice. haha.
then we started doing our work.
i had to copy chrystal's chinese paper cos i lost mine.
and chrystal did her maths.
we did our english next.
haha.
we got food after finding the points for the summary.
but huangchi could b=not do anymore.
i think i drank too much coffee.
coffee can only last me for about 1hour.
then i'll start getting tired.
oh. and i wanted tea.
haha.
it was freezing there la.
we got this apple tea bag. super ex sia.
i prefer my teh peng.
oh. talking about teh peng,
went to blk 85 at around 12 midnight yesterday.
cos my mum felt hungry and could not sleep.
haha. once in a life time sia.
got home around 1 plus. heh.
slept only at 2.
hmmm.
going for the oi! sleeping beauty concert tomorrow. haha!
would it be a nice one?

2005-11-29T17:19:00.000+08:00

heyys.
haha. went out to tm today.
so fun.
took prints with my younger sis and neighbour. quite nice.
then went over to popular to get some stuffs.
ended, missy spent 17.60 there. sigh.
then went to get tako pachi. haha. yummy.
went over to mac's to get a drink and decided to get fries.
i asked for so much sauce la.
i asked for.. curry sauce, tartar sauce, chilli sauce, tomato sauce, mayo.
haha. yummy. and he looked pissed.
i forgot my bbq sauce!
haha.
on the way back in the cab, i was very high la. haha
:D
okie. i shall go watch my show le.
byes!

2005-11-26T14:23:00.000+08:00

hello.
omg!
i want nokia n90!
its freaking ncie la.
ahh!! -screams-
omg..
need to change to new plan.
might not get a new phone but.
i want!!
haha.
worse come to worse..
i'll wait for anotehr year.
muhaha!
then the price would drop.
yay!
but ms huangchi cant wait so long.
haha.
okok. calm down..
heh.
okies gonna go see more le.
byes!

2005-11-22T16:09:00.000+08:00

haha!
using chrystal's mac now.
haha!
so fun.
okays.
decided to stay longer here to study, to be exact, finish off my my maths paper.
yea. maths.
but i got so tempted by her computer.
now gonna memorise my 20 elements.
or my teacher's gonna smack me. haha.
hmmm.
hydrogen=H+
helium=He
lithium=li2+
haha. okies.
hmmm. shall ransack her room now. byes!

2005-11-21T23:59:00.000+08:00

hello.
meowmeow!
haha.
went over to wild wild wet with the skm ppl today.
had lotsa fun. heheh!
uh.
water water! heehe..
i love the ular-la thingy.
heh.
but it isnt exciting at all. haha.
then the wave thingy. a tsunami. nearly got drown.
some dumbass pushed my head into the water. grr.
but i still lived. hehe.
*boo! remember the xin` ya? haha.*

2005-11-16T19:42:00.000+08:00

i'm like so pissed with myself now la.
i went swimming with theresse and audrey today.
came back with a tan.
my whole face is red except for my eyes [where my goggles are]
grr. so now i look like ninja turtle.
so damn it.
i'm so not going to leave my house tommorrow.
argh.

oh. yesterday's symposium was a great success sia.
its just like our best showcase ever. =)
then i cut myself from the bell.
hurts a lot although it was just a small cut.

i better get well from my red face by friday or i'll not go out.
sigh..
nights. i shall sleep.

2005-11-14T22:30:00.000+08:00

hello.
hmmm.
been very busy lately with some drama rehearsals.
hmmm.
what to do.
i wanna watch chicken little! haha.
he looks so retarded la. heh.
hmmm.
very tired.
but..
i dont know.
okayys.
i'm stuck writing this damn thing.
heh.
started tuition today.
cos i needed to choose my subjects.
did a bit of my maths holiday hw.
have to start memorising my chem le.
the periodic table.
hmmm. i'm tired.
of some stuffs.
i shall go off le.
tcares all..

2005-11-03T21:55:00.000+08:00

**to all sec 2/7ners'05
i thought that i would never feel sad or cry over the seperation i'll face from 2/7. but i was wrong. from this lesson, i've learnt that i have to cherish all the times i have with everyone. i have to cherish every minute because when i'll only feel the pain when i lose them. thank you 2/7, for letting me learn this precious lesson. right now, i guess all i can do now is to remember all the wonderful and not so wonderful times we all had together and keep them in my heart. i'll remember all of you and that let's promise, we'll still keep in touch even after this seperation. i'm sorry for the times i shouted at you all for unresonable reasons, i knew i shouldnt but yet, i couldnt control myself. i'm sorry. for those who had cried, dry that last tear of yours and tell yourself that no matter what happens, life must still go on.. next year, let's start life anew and treasure all the memories.. i'll miss all of you.. i'm sure i would. all of you.. must tcares alright? i'll keep all of you in my prayers. may the lord bless all of you.

loving you all always,
huangchi =) **

2005-11-02T20:59:00.000+08:00

hello.
ha.
seems that its been long since i updated.
hmmm.
went to school on monday and today.
nothing much.
crapped a total lot.
on monday went to pierce my ear. ha.
nice.=)
hmmm.
yesterday went to town with my parents.
didnt get anything in particular though.
today steph and geokling came over.
they wanted to make brownie and my sis wanted to do her kraft cake.
so ended up i did with my sister.
and geokling do by herself.
ha.
steph was sitting there like a stoner. ha!
then went to school.
my darling sister fetched me! haha.
anyways played zhong ji mi ma during cca.
quite fun. hahah.
hmmm.
after school went with dawn and huiling to meet ivana hendricks and jessie.
yupps.
nothing much after that.
*heyys. dont be so pissed ya? everything will go on fine again after this storm..*
tomorrow will be going swimming with audrey. ha.
*prayers that it does not rain*

//jolena - you better get well soon. i wanna go swimming! ha.//
//valerie - get well soon yupps? tcares//
//mavis - where are you? no one seems to be able to contact you. contact me soon//
//ivana - tcares yupps? anything just call me. donnt get so piss over those.//
//everyone - must enjoy your holidays ya? wish all of you lucks and may the lord bless all of you!//

2005-10-25T20:10:00.000+08:00

hello..
have been very busy lately.
due to the bog day out! and the curriculum showcase.
its okayys.
i guess i can still take it.
still recovering from my muscles aches. ha.
have been coming to school early and staying till 6 for rehearsals.
sigh.
tomorrow would be the last day.
i'm so going to sleep very early tomorrow. haha.
hmmm.
i seem to start losing my strength of writing.
i just cannt write properly.
ahhh!! -screams-
ok.
tomorrow is the elimination round for the creative competition.
i think my class's script is good. haha.
i'm tired.
when i've recovered from my muscles aches, gained my hand strength and get my daily need of at least 15 hours of sleep, i'll come back and continue blogging.
bye and tcares all! god bless. =)

Happy Birthday KarVoon!!

2005-10-10T16:36:00.000+08:00

heyys.
ha. had history paper today.
was quite ok at first then it got so difficult cos i was sick and tired.
two hours and forty-five mins la.
then waited with van for some ass.
finally the ass came. good. haha.
then we went to mac's.
and we saw some people. ha.
that some is sarcastic la. ha.
hmmm.
then we kept disturbing her.
and we saw mel they all.
after that we came to my house.
before that. we went to get some jolly shandy.
yes. i confess.
and we got some ice-cream.
yupps.
oki. going to study now. bye!

2005-10-07T19:55:00.000+08:00

heyys.
hmmm. stayed back today to do art again. haha.
i forgot that we'll have to draw the fonts for the mural.
then i ended up drawing instead.
it turned so freaking not nice.
sigh.
then stayed back to wait for jolena.
i'm so not nice la.
waited for more than an hour. =(
luckily hendricks told me joke.
but stupid ivana kept suffocating me la.
grr.
then we left and had our lunch-cum-dinner.
ha.
so nice.
i had oyster egg.
then yiling and candy left first.
then me, jolena, ivana, yinghua sat there for a while more and chat.
then came home.
not having tuition today.
teacher not feeling good.
so yupps.
gonna study. ha.
=)

2005-10-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

heyys.
hmmm. nothing much to blog about actually.
yesterday stayed back for photo taking then took cab home with jialin, laurel and maxyne.
then i slacked a bit until my sister went to school.
started studying.
had maggi mee for dinner cos i didnt want to go out with my mummy.
then watched tv at around ten.
went to bed at 11.30
but my sister came in at about 11.55 telling me that its almost twelve le.
so i sent a little message to maxyne wishing her happy birthday. =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAXYNE!
TCARES LOADS AND LOVE YOUU!
GOD BLESS!